I get so angry

When I see all those people who get kids..and then they dont even take care of them..or they abuse them in certain wayz..
This is a big problem all those daddy's who's not caring for their kids..! wassup with that??? you cant blame it on the mother and say that she is arguing to much..
It takes two to tango!
as a parent you shall always put the kids before your self..no mather what!!
You cant always put on the responsibility on the mother abd relay on that she can take it all do it all ..
A real MAN doesnt put others through that shit and especially not their kids and their mothers!!

The first song I heard this morning on my MP3.. didnt find a video though only this LOL

Your Personality Is

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

What Tarot Card Are You?

DAMM BABY!!

I shake my ass like 5 inches from ya face..I spread my legs real wide..I touch my breasts.. I undress you with my eyes..Lick your neck.. spread my legs wider doin tha hot fuk dance.. beg you to cuff me.. you sit there with a smile on ya face.. you even taste like chocolate..

this is how my dreams are when I sleep in the afternoon..

The SLIDE SHOW!!!

I got the time

i think..lol..

this night

I didnt sleep much at all.. I was up chattin all late.. then I looked at some old dvd's and just chilled by myself..
It was so nice all quiet and dark and me and the lonelyness..
My strong painkillers I take for my fever and ache in my body caused by this damm tonsillitys maked my head spinn..
Today I woke up early.. and yes the time on the blog isnt match my set time here.. Iam gonna try to fix that.. lol

WISE WORDS

YOU CAN TAKE THE GURL FROM THA CORNER BUT YA CANT TAKE THA CORNER OUTTA THA GURL ..

Dont walk away ..

I've got all this love, waiting just for you
I just gotta know that your love is true
Can't keep running boy in and out my life
Wanna be your girl, not cause the mood is right
If I let you come inside, tomorrow will you hide
Will you be there for me, when I need someone to hold
Baby don't misunderstand,
I do want you for my man
I just need a little time, before I invest you my love
Don't walk away boy, my love won't hurt you
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
You said all the things that I like to hear
You push all my buttons baby love to have close to me
Wanna feel your love wanna be for sure
That itUs me you need baby each and every night
Baby don't misunderstand, I want you for my man
I need a little time before I give you my love
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
Don't walk away
This is what is sounds like when we make love Ohh ohh
Don't walk away Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you

Jason admit (((swedish rapper Timbuktu)))

Jason admit that he took cocaine on the toilet in a nightclub.. damm Jason are you stupied???? besides that he have admit other unlegal stuff that he didnt have to even say..
Jason sayz he regret that he took it and it was stupied to take it...hmm yeah maybe that time..lol.
I bet its not the first time he went to the toilet to take a sniff ... but this time someone catched him..
So what do I think? well I think it was stupied to admit it.. I think it was stupied to take it to ..its natural to try stuff and you should but everyone knows cocaine blow that brain away in the end...Its easy to get trapped in the cocaine rollercoaster.. and one thing lead to another..
But Jason a.k.a Timbuktu is still the cutest most intelligence dogg in tha game.. keep it up JASON !!

my favorite RADIO.. PARTY RADIO USA

http://www.partyradiousa.net

THE LIST

TEN Random Things About Me
10. I have the youngest child syndrome
9. I have 7 sisters
8. I wanted to be a vet when I was little
7. I listenedto Bob Marley as a kid..
6. I love mexican food
5. I wrote diary through all school years
4. I lost my virginity when I was 13
3. I am chubby or as they say in U.S..thick
2. My name means smart,wise, intelligence
1. I believe in Monagami

NINE Places I've Visited
9. London
8. Berlin
7. Madrid
6. Torledo
5. Copenhagen
4. Gotemburgh
3. Cambridge
2. Alicante
1. Potsdamm

EIGHT Things I want to do before I die
8. buy a big house
7. travel alot
6. get married
5. have a BIG family
4. get to work with something I like
3. be at peace with myself
2. earn alot of money
1. find true happiness

SEVEN Ways to win my heart
7. challenge me
6. have a good sense of humor thats nasty/naughty
5. trust me
4. not be possessive
3. intelligent
2. passionate
1. let me be free

SIX Things I believe in
6. God
5. we are destroying the earth
4. karma
3. my close friends
2. My mother
1. myself

FIVE Things I'm afraid of
5. the power of hatred
4. mother nature
3. ignorance
2. die before the kids are grown
1. weird diseases

FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:
4. my TV
3. my LapTop
2. the bed
1. my pillows

THREE Things I do everyday
3. drink water
2. shower
1. wonder what Iam going to do for the rest of my life

TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. get well from this cold
1. write this..

ONE Person I want to see right now:
01.Tupac

hunk of the day ... is...

PETTER a swedish rapper who did great songs in the start of his carrier.. now he aint worth listening too..and I miss his old sound.. it was so special.. Petter was like the swedish Jay-z but they dont have any similair sound at all(noone can be like JIGGA..).. but they are both originallitys..
look at one of his old videos.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pef2TINqXLc

me as a summerdoll..

after some thinking

Have I realized that right now Iam just so fuckin disappointed at my self and at all the men I have ever meet..
I dont care about him in that special way anymore, and I dont ever wanna him back.. For like a little moment I thought that everythings gonna be alright if we just get back together again..
But I know that he will NEVER change.. he CANT love me..he NEVER have loved me in the RIGHT way.. he DOESNT know how to LOVE...

Iam gonna continue this proceed.. Iam gonna get full costidy and Iam gonna keep him OUT and AWAY from me and the KIDS..

this man is a true psychopath..and he can act.. he play his game and he think Iam too stupied not to see it.. I have seen it all along but I have been to damm nice to that bastard....

now my life is gonna be more fun, more exciting,more sexy... JUST MORE!!!

pain and anger

iam feeling so angry but also so hurt...
The anger cause of what he have done and why he cant admit it..instead he lies..
I feel so hurt and my thoughts are going to did he never even felt love for me? why ? damm this shit is messin up my brain right now.. I wanna stop have this shit on my mind but the whole night I had bad dreams all about him and what he have done and what he might do.. This shit is killin meee on the inside..
maybe I'll turn out to be a cold hearted biatch.. thanxx to him.. and that scares me so badly..
Maybe I will never fall in love again and just sit here being angry, and feeling so hurt..
Iam afraid ..

BEYONCE looks stunnin..

snoop's new ...I like it

hey

Iam sick AGAIN!!! got some new antibiotics..
I had my court thing today over phone..it was very hard and my ex. lawyer tried to push me over the limit..
with my fever and all things I mixed stuff up..BUT I aint care... that bastard sat there and LIED!!

what can I say that man does not deserve all the love that I once gave him so iam gonna take it all back with interest .. I aint revengeful , but I aint gonna let him destroy our relationship, then my life, then the kids..

You've gotta give love back and you need to be there for others like they have been there for your ass..

The sentence will be send in like 2 weeks or some.. Iam waiting keepin my fingers crossed..

When I see him I cant see him like the one he was.. I look at him and see a stranger.. is this his true him? well like my friend said once a wife abuser always a wife abuser... I need 2 belive her and I need 2 belive it.. cause I cant keep on and hurt my self like this.. LIFE'S HARD...