
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
ITS TIME 4 CHANGIN...
I feel TIRED right now.. I want a new look..NO CA$H ..I want a new phone..NO CA$H..
I WANT 2 Pay my fuckin BILL$$ but hey ..NO CA$H.. so wut 2 do?? well it aint gonna be livin la vida loca.. just sittin and make wish and dream.. Ive gotta find myself a JOB..doesnt mather wtf it is..
I feel LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW...
I WANT 2 Pay my fuckin BILL$$ but hey ..NO CA$H.. so wut 2 do?? well it aint gonna be livin la vida loca.. just sittin and make wish and dream.. Ive gotta find myself a JOB..doesnt mather wtf it is..
I feel LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW...
Its hard livin thug life...
This lady in her old 70.. Is mostly like every day do the same... SHE is going into the store put 2 beers in her trolley then she go and pay with coins.. she is going into the customer WC and drink em up.. after a while she takes a new trolley go inside the store take 2 beers and pay for them this is how she spent most of her days.. and all I can say is... ITS A HARD KNOCK LIFE...
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
LONESOME HEART WALKING DOWN THA STREET..
just wishing to know.. what is making everything spin around? and why do people keep their flow?
Iam bored at heart wishing so much.. but theres a wall around my heart so noone can touch..
Month after month will pass away..but the sorrow you left me in will always stay..
When I close my eyes I can see your face... but when I see you in the reality I close my eyes and beg you to walk away..
when I walk down tha street thinkin of you holdin my hand.. I think about how lonely Iam and how I made it all run out in tha sand..
I know that I can never feel joy again in my heart... I will always be the lonely one lieing in the dark..
Iam bored at heart wishing so much.. but theres a wall around my heart so noone can touch..
Month after month will pass away..but the sorrow you left me in will always stay..
When I close my eyes I can see your face... but when I see you in the reality I close my eyes and beg you to walk away..
when I walk down tha street thinkin of you holdin my hand.. I think about how lonely Iam and how I made it all run out in tha sand..
I know that I can never feel joy again in my heart... I will always be the lonely one lieing in the dark..
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
THURSDAY
What a warm day.. I woke up early by my personal alarm..(Andreé) woke up the kids gave them breakfast.. when My oldest hurried away 2 school I went back 2 bed and slept..
My youngest also went to sleep ...
woke up around 11 and I ate sum breakfast .. very healthy oakmeal with soya-milk.. no I had nothin on..
My youngest went away and ate lunch with her father..while I just sat and breath.. 2 week 2 do anything.. Its 2 fuckin HOT! as soon as the sun goes in a cloud I enjoy the moment.. My apartment is very warm by this moment and I fear of takin my ass into the kitchen makin lunch/dinner.. its soon 4 here so I know I could use 2 eat..
the rest of the day/evening Iam gonna put my ass in front of tha YoUTUBE and watch good videos..
HAVE A GOOD DAY PEOPLE!
My youngest also went to sleep ...
woke up around 11 and I ate sum breakfast .. very healthy oakmeal with soya-milk.. no I had nothin on..
My youngest went away and ate lunch with her father..while I just sat and breath.. 2 week 2 do anything.. Its 2 fuckin HOT! as soon as the sun goes in a cloud I enjoy the moment.. My apartment is very warm by this moment and I fear of takin my ass into the kitchen makin lunch/dinner.. its soon 4 here so I know I could use 2 eat..
the rest of the day/evening Iam gonna put my ass in front of tha YoUTUBE and watch good videos..
HAVE A GOOD DAY PEOPLE!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
ITs really exciting..
That some people doesnt have their own life... They NEED 2 talk shit behind backs.. stabbin the nicest people in their back..people who havent been more then nice to them.. and why??? cause they are small pussys who doesnt know how to face other people no strength in their soul..
When someone like ME confront them they get all nice and false and say that they arnt the thief in the big dilemma..well I can only say one thing.. NOONE and I mean NOONE!!! hurt my friends ..by backstabbin and talking shit!! Lies and false accusements who are totally taken out of the blue and spread by the wind to cause pain and suffering to other people WILL get back to your fake ass pussys! Its not a threat its a PROMISE!!!!!!
I can dig you deeper into the mud then u have ever imagine and you gonna LOOSe BIG time.. you cant fuck with a fucker..you cant play with a player..
This game you have start Iam gonna finish!! BIATCH!!
When someone like ME confront them they get all nice and false and say that they arnt the thief in the big dilemma..well I can only say one thing.. NOONE and I mean NOONE!!! hurt my friends ..by backstabbin and talking shit!! Lies and false accusements who are totally taken out of the blue and spread by the wind to cause pain and suffering to other people WILL get back to your fake ass pussys! Its not a threat its a PROMISE!!!!!!
I can dig you deeper into the mud then u have ever imagine and you gonna LOOSe BIG time.. you cant fuck with a fucker..you cant play with a player..
This game you have start Iam gonna finish!! BIATCH!!
dont close your eyes...
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall .....into myself
This truth drive me Into madness I know
I can stop the pain If I will it all away
Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain If I will it all away
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
He beckons me Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet my end
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall .....into myself
This truth drive me Into madness I know
I can stop the pain If I will it all away
Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain If I will it all away
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
He beckons me Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet my end
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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