ANKI with I was made for lovin you baby
LILLI o SUSSI boyfriend
LiLLI o SUSSI oh mama
TROLL jimmy dean
Tommy & TONE
Monday, June 4, 2007
OHHHHHHHH
My friend got her baby yesterday!!! daaaaaaaaamm a little gurl :D
I can admit Iam SO fuckin JELOUS.. I want a baby a little newborn baby who smells all clean and are soft and just soo freakin Tiny..
its beautiful ..as the baby crazy person Iam ..Im gonna stare at this little person and wish it ALL good in this world.. they are so innocent and clean and NOTHING can compare to them.. small angels with no wings..
Newborn babies always make me feel touched and then I can start 2 cry... just want to keep them all SAFE!!
Well I wish them all luck and I cant wait to see the little miracle...
I can admit Iam SO fuckin JELOUS.. I want a baby a little newborn baby who smells all clean and are soft and just soo freakin Tiny..
its beautiful ..as the baby crazy person Iam ..Im gonna stare at this little person and wish it ALL good in this world.. they are so innocent and clean and NOTHING can compare to them.. small angels with no wings..
Newborn babies always make me feel touched and then I can start 2 cry... just want to keep them all SAFE!!
Well I wish them all luck and I cant wait to see the little miracle...
have you ever felt like
afraid for changes even when you know they are really good for you?
You know that this will be what you absofuckinlutely want in the end and still you are afraid?
Even bad habits will be missed and longing fo even though you aint want em.. Its sort of an addiction and its the hardest addiction you can ever face..
The human brain is special both on good and bad terms.. we destroy things that are good and keep bad things happen.. the thing that drives us is our curiousity and the want for more excited feelings..
why is the bad things so fun? where is the excitement in being a foolish bitch in the end? well theres so much we cant explain , but as long we are aware of our behave we can do sum about it, its never too late..
"keep on walking tha road I will follow"
You know that this will be what you absofuckinlutely want in the end and still you are afraid?
Even bad habits will be missed and longing fo even though you aint want em.. Its sort of an addiction and its the hardest addiction you can ever face..
The human brain is special both on good and bad terms.. we destroy things that are good and keep bad things happen.. the thing that drives us is our curiousity and the want for more excited feelings..
why is the bad things so fun? where is the excitement in being a foolish bitch in the end? well theres so much we cant explain , but as long we are aware of our behave we can do sum about it, its never too late..
"keep on walking tha road I will follow"
Sunday, June 3, 2007
stole sum wise words...
"Every tick of the clock takes away something..."
stolen from yoghurt...... http://yoghurtscorner.blogspot.com/
stolen from yoghurt...... http://yoghurtscorner.blogspot.com/
you are
so far away from me but still so close...
I got this weirdest feelin about my self ... I have felt my grandpa's present for a few days here.. back and forth.. sometimes I have even thought I can see his shadow around ..just standin there like he is watchin me..
Well today some thoughts just came up like from no where.. like.."I must change the way I live my lifestyle" I aint immortal .. I must start 2 live healthy by the book ..like non smoking non drinking..alot of training.. and NO painkillerz..
OH maybe Iam really sick..maybe its just imagination ..I dont know..
But suddenly I got scared ...and I never get scared like this..
I talked to him like he could hear me, and Iam sure he did.. still I aint see him..
Many times in the past during the difficultes I had with my ex.. I cried and just wanted him to give me comfort and strength to keep going.. everytime I felt like he was near me and everytime I felt love and I did get more strength..
Just wonder if this is all imagination maybe Iam starting to get schitzofrenia? is it all fantasy's? IT CANT be.. and if it is..It still get me comfort and strength so it cant be bad...
I know when he was alive we had a special realtionship..but now when he is ghone ..he can feel all my pains all my happiness..he KNOWS all of me..
I got this weirdest feelin about my self ... I have felt my grandpa's present for a few days here.. back and forth.. sometimes I have even thought I can see his shadow around ..just standin there like he is watchin me..
Well today some thoughts just came up like from no where.. like.."I must change the way I live my lifestyle" I aint immortal .. I must start 2 live healthy by the book ..like non smoking non drinking..alot of training.. and NO painkillerz..
OH maybe Iam really sick..maybe its just imagination ..I dont know..
But suddenly I got scared ...and I never get scared like this..
I talked to him like he could hear me, and Iam sure he did.. still I aint see him..
Many times in the past during the difficultes I had with my ex.. I cried and just wanted him to give me comfort and strength to keep going.. everytime I felt like he was near me and everytime I felt love and I did get more strength..
Just wonder if this is all imagination maybe Iam starting to get schitzofrenia? is it all fantasy's? IT CANT be.. and if it is..It still get me comfort and strength so it cant be bad...
I know when he was alive we had a special realtionship..but now when he is ghone ..he can feel all my pains all my happiness..he KNOWS all of me..
in the car gonna do sum shoppin.. BOOOOOOORING...still happy though:D
and when I went to get sum cash .. I nearly started to cry.. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMM !! yes I know money isnt all.. but you gotta atleast have enough you know..
Do I have to go out and rob someone to get food on the table??
The swedish gouvernment can eat my poop..!! buck em all...
?
can I get a shot of sensations ? can i Have my mind open like its all free to read?
Did you read my pages? then explain to me why...
what are you what amI?
You can always keep my body prisoned but my mind is always free.. what does
page 27 tell you? is it you and me?
dont tell me things I wanna hear ..whisper in my ear all the things I fear...
at the bottom of the sea theres a box ..open that for me..
do you see the colour in my eyes? is it blue or is it just the colour you belive is blue?
Did you read my pages? then explain to me why...
what are you what amI?
You can always keep my body prisoned but my mind is always free.. what does
page 27 tell you? is it you and me?
dont tell me things I wanna hear ..whisper in my ear all the things I fear...
at the bottom of the sea theres a box ..open that for me..
do you see the colour in my eyes? is it blue or is it just the colour you belive is blue?
MY BABE..
is soon coming back to me..:D And I cant wait til he do..;) Iam gonna lay between his legs for hours ..
"my sexy love..so sexy.. he makes the hairs of my neck stand up..just one touch"
I cant belive that someone can vibe me like that..
All my pain all my worries disappear when I look into his eyes... wich I by the way can stare into for hours..
But damm Iam scared.. to be hurt to be left alone to be standing there with a broke heart..
"I can see it in your eyes"
HAPPY music create a HAPPY mind!!!
"my sexy love..so sexy.. he makes the hairs of my neck stand up..just one touch"
I cant belive that someone can vibe me like that..
All my pain all my worries disappear when I look into his eyes... wich I by the way can stare into for hours..
But damm Iam scared.. to be hurt to be left alone to be standing there with a broke heart..
"I can see it in your eyes"
HAPPY music create a HAPPY mind!!!
I NEED YA
Like A Scene From My Favorite Movie....
Hard To Control Myself When U Next To Me ....
If Its Against The Law To Love Then Sue Me....
MAN This Whole Thing Got Me In Disbelief .....
I Kno It Takes Time ......
To Build Somethin Thats Worth While ........
But Just In Case You Didn't Hear Me ............
Imma Say It Again More Clearly........
I Need Ya Like A Bed Need Some Covers........
I Need Ya..
Baby We Need Each Other .....
MAN I Need Ya Like A Comedian Needs A Joke .........
I Need Ya....
Baby I Need You The Most
Hard To Control Myself When U Next To Me ....
If Its Against The Law To Love Then Sue Me....
MAN This Whole Thing Got Me In Disbelief .....
I Kno It Takes Time ......
To Build Somethin Thats Worth While ........
But Just In Case You Didn't Hear Me ............
Imma Say It Again More Clearly........
I Need Ya Like A Bed Need Some Covers........
I Need Ya..
Baby We Need Each Other .....
MAN I Need Ya Like A Comedian Needs A Joke .........
I Need Ya....
Baby I Need You The Most
I have been challenged by.. skinheadxbarbiedoll.. so here you GO!
RAINY HAPPY STYLE
PIPPI LONGSTOCKING STYLE
SOPHISTICATED STYLE
PIPPI LONGSTOCKING STYLE
SHITTY RUMBLE AND HUMBLE STYLE
AND I CHALLANGE YOUGHURT & YO MAMA!!!!!
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