Mia eatin sum Ice-cream..Friday, June 29, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
were have I been?
the party tuesday night resulted in more party and I dont even know how fast the day went by..
NOW its end with this kinda parties .. FINITOOOOO.. no more... midsummer was spent home alone with kids good food and just the tv...
the friday was I hunting a doctor to discribe sum medications for me.. and I got them.. but not enough so I will continue this monday tuesday..
The days passes by and I cant grab their moments in my hand... I feel lost on the way.. I feel like I miss and loose the best when I aint everywhere..
In the way and searching for an answer I can tell you all that the thing I have call's ADHD and depressivity but I havent got it definaited yet..not on paper.. I dont know what's real or a dream...
well thats why its good 2 have the doctors around and talk 2 them.. am I normal? maybe Iam just so stuck in my own fighting as a single mother I get like a freak now and then -..and then Iam sooo LOW .. and then it goes around again..hmmm Iam waiting for answers..
NOW its end with this kinda parties .. FINITOOOOO.. no more... midsummer was spent home alone with kids good food and just the tv...
the friday was I hunting a doctor to discribe sum medications for me.. and I got them.. but not enough so I will continue this monday tuesday..
The days passes by and I cant grab their moments in my hand... I feel lost on the way.. I feel like I miss and loose the best when I aint everywhere..
In the way and searching for an answer I can tell you all that the thing I have call's ADHD and depressivity but I havent got it definaited yet..not on paper.. I dont know what's real or a dream...
well thats why its good 2 have the doctors around and talk 2 them.. am I normal? maybe Iam just so stuck in my own fighting as a single mother I get like a freak now and then -..and then Iam sooo LOW .. and then it goes around again..hmmm Iam waiting for answers..
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
so this night!
its party with MIA & Iam gonna HAVE FUN!!! dont know what we are gonna do..except drink sum wine and beer and just talk and listen 2 music..its girls night.. and just chill..
on friday its Midsummer and its the biggest like HOLIDAYS here in sweden!
We celebrate the light and the flowers and the middle of the year has passed by..
we eat and party and just hang with family and friends.. we drink vodka and eat raw fish!
wanna come??? YEYEYEYEYEYEYYE
on friday its Midsummer and its the biggest like HOLIDAYS here in sweden!
We celebrate the light and the flowers and the middle of the year has passed by..
we eat and party and just hang with family and friends.. we drink vodka and eat raw fish!
wanna come??? YEYEYEYEYEYEYYE
2 anonymous!!!
I belive in God and jesus.. I have their love in my heart Iam baptiste in the swedish church and I go there on our big holidays ... x-mas..eastern..midsummer...u know.. BUT in sweden we aint like that much when it comes 2 livin like after God..
Iam raised like this.. Iam happy...I have my difficulties like everyone else.. as the young single mother Iam who have never been married cause here we dont care about marrige either...
we live in a diffrent culture ..and here its modern and life aint nothing like it is where u are..
belive is in the heart and as long as u belive things can only be better...
Iam raised like this.. Iam happy...I have my difficulties like everyone else.. as the young single mother Iam who have never been married cause here we dont care about marrige either...
we live in a diffrent culture ..and here its modern and life aint nothing like it is where u are..
belive is in the heart and as long as u belive things can only be better...
yesterday
I was real upset.. I dont use 2 be.. Iam waiting for my period 2.. and have pain in my tummy but it aint coming.. so that makes me upset..
then people fuck with me!! and me is going CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!
All I wanna is to be able to do wut I wanna do without people acting like they are in charge over me!
Have a nice day!
~~BESO~~
then people fuck with me!! and me is going CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!
All I wanna is to be able to do wut I wanna do without people acting like they are in charge over me!
Have a nice day!
~~BESO~~
Monday, June 18, 2007
come'n get me....
Come with me for a while....
I'll take you and make you want me.....
It's not game,... show it's true....
You're welcome so move on over ...
I wanna be the one..., I wanna show you how it's done ....
Don't wanna let you down....,
I'm gonna make you satisfied....
I'm gonna show you how....
I'm gonna give you what you want.... What you want... baby what you really want...
Come'n get me if you love and respect me....
Come'n get me.... you will never forget me
I do know what you want.....
I'll show you... it's something special
Don't be shy...take my hand....
Believe me....we'll make it all right ....
I wanna be the one.... I wanna show you how it's done...
I'll take you and make you want me.....
It's not game,... show it's true....
You're welcome so move on over ...
I wanna be the one..., I wanna show you how it's done ....
Don't wanna let you down....,
I'm gonna make you satisfied....
I'm gonna show you how....
I'm gonna give you what you want.... What you want... baby what you really want...
Come'n get me if you love and respect me....
Come'n get me.... you will never forget me
I do know what you want.....
I'll show you... it's something special
Don't be shy...take my hand....
Believe me....we'll make it all right ....
I wanna be the one.... I wanna show you how it's done...
soon..
Iam gettin SO fuckin PISSED OFF and tired of all men and all people who doesnt UNDERSTAND me and my needs.. so I will disappear.. when I am all of you who have connection with me will KNOW!!!
this aint a threat this is a PROMISE!!!!!
No I aint gonna kill myself! I love life 2 much 4 that stupied shit!
BUT NOONE CAN TELL ME WUT 2 DO WHEN 2 DO..GET?????
I aint more then a human and I have feelings.. I think of myself in first perspective as YOU DO!
so GIMME a break !!
this aint a threat this is a PROMISE!!!!!
No I aint gonna kill myself! I love life 2 much 4 that stupied shit!
BUT NOONE CAN TELL ME WUT 2 DO WHEN 2 DO..GET?????
I aint more then a human and I have feelings.. I think of myself in first perspective as YOU DO!
so GIMME a break !!
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