Monday, March 26, 2007

i remember tha day....

I remember tha day as it was yesterday..and I really do for real..

The time when we were happy and I had my baby still in my tummy.. I could feel her kick .. and that day for soon 4 years ago I had this explosive pain it came like the rain at a blue sky..
I knew it was time..
It only took 45 min. then the beutiful baby gurl who laid in my tummy was out.. we smiled to eachother and kissed.. I went up took me a shower and was so fresh, noone could tell I just gave birth to a baby for like 2 hours ago.. we sat and just looked at her.. I felt soo deep love and soo connected to you .. 1 of the happiest days of my life..
when I think about it now it hurts cause I wanna feel that joy and love again.. but it will never be with you..
you broke my heart and you can never unbreak it..

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