Tuesday, September 25, 2007

bootylicious..

the hauting after the perfect ass..is continue

sum cleaning music.. BOJANGLES

cleaning day..

oh yeah very exciting! its cleaning and doing laundry thats on my "doing things list" wihoo highlife! NOT! ..
I want it all to be finished and just sit in a clean nice apartment with a good dvd..:)
hell no its gonna take hours .. see ya..

Monday, September 24, 2007

here is the famous nose.. lol..


Iam still alive..

After the party from the saturday.. It was FUN! but I still feel like the causes of the wine have hit me in my face.. not just letterrarely..lol.. my nose is kinda swollen and blue..
I know .. somethings always happen with my nose.. well its so ugly now so I actually dont care if I break it again and again and again.. thats life!

I have learned one thing about the weekend.. things arnt wut they seem 2 be sometimes.. but sometimes they really ARE!!

waitin for sum pics to hit yall up with!

Friday, September 21, 2007

LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE ITS GONNA END TOMORROW

Hunk of the day...CALLE SCHULMAN...


I think CALLE have the "thing" in his eyes,, and he seem 2 be so full of charm.. GO CALLE!

Hate 4 old bitches..

god! how much I hate those OLD LADIES.. you know..over 50+----> ,, Those who stands on their balconys and shout to others who passes by.. I just HATE THEM! please save me and never ever let me be like one of those..
Their comments is like so unneccesary.."oh girls u better hurry home" or.. "its to cold 2 eat ice-cream" ..or.. "here it goes fast"..
I NEVER EVER wanna be like them! I will be an old bitch.. thats a fact I cant run from, BUT If I start to scream things from my balcony.. take a gun and shoot me in my forehead, cause thats against all that I wanna be..

so this is my new outfit I bought!

new boots.. black skirt and a shirt with another black shirt..
This is what Iam gonna wear 2-morrow at the party:)




Thursday, September 20, 2007

when..

I saw your face 2day.. my heart stopped for a sec or two..
Your eyes meet mine and I couldent remember how hard I even tried..
I wanted too remember those feelings and those nights...
When you were close 2 me holding me in your arms..
The feeling of love and that I was so safe..
I stared at you with that inner hate..
Still I cant stop to wish...I cant stop 2 dream... All thats ever in my heart and in my brain is you..
What can I do?
I cant stop fallin in love everytime I see your face..
I cant help that I want you each and every day..
GOD I MISS YOU TIL I DIE.. but I will never let u see the tears in my eye...

THE GODMOTHER..

Soon as everyone know who have read this blog.. Iam gonna be a Godmother and damm Iam so anxious about it!! But I kinda romance it and relate it 2 the GODFATHER movie:) except that noone dies though,,,
But I want it to be a big family thing and money , luxury and like.." my family are my blood and my friends are my family" thing.. GOSH ! Iam so addicted to that movie..:)Iam THE GODMOTHER!! yeah

yeeeeeeeeeeeah.. smoking hot ..do it now..do it good..


oh yeah

HOT brazilian men wuz dancing today in the city.. they had sum kinda performance.. I wuz like.. MMM OH YEAH!!.. aii Papi.. follow me home and see if u doin the bed thing as good as u do tha dance moves..
Well. well .. Then I had 2 go cause my daughter wuz waiting so BACK 2 reality, but damm their bodys wuz HOT! all brown and so FIT! .. me like,,

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Hunk of the day...dancehall KING ..

Lord Kossity he is so FUCKIN HOOOT!
just look at him..

move ya ass... CECILE is in tha riddem medley..

I WILL STILL ..

continue blogspottin..

I have..

Give myself a try 2 try the metroblogg.. bloging 4 sum cash.. and heres the adress.. just follow it.. IT is on swedish..BUT.. just hit me up and check it out there CAUSE it will give me more attention and more attention is more cash! ... so help tha gurl,,

http://www.metrobloggen.se/sexxymami

homeday

with 2 sick kids.. theres mexican food on the LIST..theres a handfull of DVD's onb the LIST.. theres very much of screaming and argueing between the 2..
SUN is shining and I wanna be free and alone.. I wanna sit on some café and drink cappuchino and smoke and look at asses all day..
Now the food waits, the dvd's lay's ready and I sit in my pyjamas plannin on what the weekend is gonna have in it FOR ME!

The weekend is gonna be a long party weekend..it was long time ago.. at least sevral months..

Friday on GF have her some party before we go out clubbin.. saturday its my friends sister B-DAY she will have this gigantic B-DAY party and we are gonna hit her up! and give her some of our company..
sunday its the day 2 be depressed over that the weekend is over..

LOLZ.. hope we will all be well and not sick til the weekend..

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

IF I WERE.. challenge from DEE

If I were a tree: I would be an OAK ..
If I were a animal : I would be a LION
If I were a icecream : I would be SOFT VANILLA
If I were some clothes: I would be A PAIR OF MAHNOLO BLAHNIC
IF I were a flower: I would be an ORKIDÈ
If I were an candy: I would be an LICKORICE
If I were a colour : I would be a PINK ONE

I challange skinheadbarbiedoll and DOVEwithagun

ITS A JAMICAN THIIIIIIING! shake ya ass biatch!

Bugle, Movado, Voicemail, Wayne Marshall - Yardstep Medley

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2day

My baby gurl had this big allergy reaction.. her first.. somethings very wrong with the daycare who say they dont have my number..BUT they had like my whole familys number and my daughters fathers number!

well now have the swollowness went back 2 normal and she aint red no more.. BUT next time it will happen Iam gonna be prepaired and have this allergy medicine at home..

2 morrow its gonna be a visit 2 our local DR and he is gonna take this shit deep until they figure out how and what she got this from!

Its the worrieing thing thats the hardest being a mother! Now I will always be worried bout this and weather or not they take care of her proportly..
She IS my heart and I could never ever forgive someone if they didnt take care of her or if something would happen 2 her!

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Monday, September 17, 2007




LET ME THINK.. YEY BLACK LOOK GOOD AT ME!!!

BLACK LOOK SO DAYUM GOOD ON YOU!

Sexy, you need some black dick because black look so dayum good on you! LMAO! I'm going to give it to ya! LOL......


the hottest man in NYC gives me a compliment and a suggestion.. Maybe I shall follow his advice.. lolz


superpowers

I wish I could have some superpowers.. Like be able 2 stop the time or move things.. You know the sisters in BEwitched? well the sisters Halliwell do have their powers and sometimes I think I would need 2 have some.! that would do things so much better for me! I could have so much time over..LOLZ..

GET FACEBOOK!!!
I WILL STAY FOCUS I WILL STAY FLY UNTIL THA DAY I WILL DIE..

hey wuz happening?? WUZ UP????

this is why I'm HOT!!


1 notice

I have noticed that some people are really jelouse of me.. It can be becouse of that confidance I have although I havent got the perfect body ..It can be becouse I have the easiest way of gettin in touch with new people..IT can be of the both sex.. And IT can be that I have always alot of men hanging after me.. You choose.. Cause Still I got both my feet on the floor and I aint stickin my nose in the sky.. I would never brag 2 anyone about my confidance but I cant help who IAM!!
Iam me and I dont play no game..this is me 100% real .. And if u choose to like me, Ill probably will like u 2..

So jelouse people can HIT the road.. I cant and will NOT have friends who backstabbin me..cause I would never ever do that 2 them!
I cant help that you dont have the strength in your self doing wut u wanna do.. thats in your heart and brain and Its not becouse of me..

JARULE have the voice I LOVE !! so masculine.. and give it up 4 NEW YORK!!

Sunday, September 16, 2007

sunday..

Its sunday.. My whole day is planned..Iam gonna lay in bed..watch dvd's and eat mexican food.. yey..
I woke up early we went out on a little walk and went to tha shop after sum milk..then we ate the best breakfast with chocolate and sandwiches..

I havent smoked more than 4 ciggarettes in about 5 days.. Iam sooo GOOD! I am going to quit it but I do it in my own progresse..

HAVE A NICE COUSY SUNDAY PEOPLE! its a cousy fall day all about lay home and cuttle and eat and be clooose... so enjoy while u can ..I WILL!!!

I have seen HONEY


Jessica Alba Plays really good.. although this aint the best movie she have done..
She is cute and she dance well show that a white chick also can move tha hips..
I can say Missy is like she is in the reality coooooooool..
its get a 3 out of 5..

I have seen.. The blue Lagun


It is just an OLD classic.. I love it from the first time I saw it.. It is well done and I love the Iland they are livin at..
I give it a 4 out of 5.. and If u see this one u need to see the continue with the nbr 2..

Saturday, September 15, 2007

LIFE is wut it is!

You just need 2 accept it and move on... or you need 2 change it and move forward!

Friday, September 14, 2007

COLD AS ICE.. ICE COLD..HEART LIKE STONE


me explain 2 this freakin guy when the luck is coming 2 him..

IAM GONNA GIVE U A LAPDANCE THE DAY U LIE IN A BOX WITH CLOSED EYES AND A SILENT HEART!!

R.I.P ANITA

Dad's cousin died the night between 13-14 sept.. I mostly feel for her twin sister that were her true soul mate..her sister ..and they were tight til the end..

I feel a pain that remembers me of the time Dack passed by.. maybe he is dancin with my dads cousin share some purple ..

I wish I could run away .. from all trouble all the question..all the empty answers but most of all from my self....

R.I.P ANITA .. be like the little angel u were as a chaild..

Thursday, September 13, 2007

this is how FUN my day was.. I look like a happy bitch but I can assure U ..I was HYPE!


the worst day of this week!

It started in tha mornin.. I was so fuckin wasted in my head thanx 2 tha medication with morphine.. I went with my youngest daughter 2 day-care then I went back home and fell asleep .. I slept for a short while I THOUGHT! well it felt like it cause I was still as tired as I went back 2 bed as I was when I woke up... well the time was like 12 so I slept for 3 hours at least.. lol

I felt all knocked in my head started 2 get my self dressed and all and went to this meeting at my oldest daughters school.. The meeting was on like 2 hours then when I finally was done I went home..My daughter told me I was blue on my lips.. I looked in tha mirror my lips were BLUE!! and thats a sign of not gettin enough air into tha body so I was like HELP!! but then I realized after the panic was dropped that I was cold.. and I was really WASTED ... scratchin myself everywhere..

I went to tha store did sum shoppin and then we went 2 MC Donalds bought sum burgers and ate them at home.. still knocked in my head...yey..wut a day Iam so tired and fucked up! .. tonight there will be some dvd's or ALOT of tv..

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

playin...


Tomas Ledin swedish singer ..this one is a classic..





try 2 translate some of the lyrics...
Soon will the music turn down..we can walk slowly down the road..we stop for a while, we can drown in eachother..and if the truth is coming up..I wanna make love 2 u 2 niiiight...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

so...

Been to the DR.. with my cold..and coffin..got sum shit to take that away that have morphine in it..not against me..lol

well I had Pain in my lungs 2 day so I called the DR .. but I didnt had an ammonia..just regular virus.. so it will get over soon..I HOPE..

The rest of the day I had lunch with Pillan.. we did alot of talkin .. and then I payed sum bills.. HATE THEM.. .. well I really try 2 catch up with sum bills over here.., BUT it aiint easy being a single mommy and all...
Maybe sum day my finances will be O.K., but right now its really BAD.. damm that gets at me..
hate being without cash..

9/11

Its the day ..That it always stuck in my heart... REMEMBER all the victims who were innocent who had NOTHING to do with the shit that happend...

This is a day that a pray too bless the people who died .. mostly my thoughts go to the people at the planes.. and the people in NYC.. the people who lost their lifes in WTC.. the voloutered fireman..everybody that wanted 2 help other but also was killed...

ALWAYS REMEMBER what happen... and never allow it 2 happen ANYWHERE...!!

Monday, September 10, 2007

Upgrade me...


day..

A full day with Pillan.. just hang out watch dvd's and eat...and talk alot of shyte..
have a great day people..

Sunday, September 9, 2007

love this one... enrique and Kelis

need for sex..

I just feel I have 2 little sex.. I need sum.. RIGHT NOW.. although I have my period but I DONT CARE! I can do it anyways thats one of my advantages...

Saturday, September 8, 2007

GIMME SUM NUT!!!

FROM THAT MOMENT

FROM THIS MOMENT AS LONG AS LIVE... I SAY FOREVER ..ITS YOU AND ME..
AND I WILL NEVER SPEND ONE NIGHT APART..I JUST LOVED YOU RIGHT FROM THE START...
THINGS HAVE HAPPEN TO MAKE US SO STRONG...AND I WILL KEEP ON GOING ALL NIGHT LONG..
FROM THAT MOMENT I SAW YOUR FACE ...FROM THE SECOND MY HEART EMBRACE...
SADLY I KNOW THE TRUTH OF ALL...THAT I CANT MAKE A COICE I JUST FALL...

SADE... i love this one...<3<3<3<3<3<3

I hate my fuckin web cam.. I need a good cell with camera or a digital one...


HHHHHUUUUUUHHHH????
yes i look like i feel.. dont know wuts wrong with me..

saturday

Time is over 12 and Iam hungry 4 lunch... but I cant lift my ass from the chair that I sit on..
I feel like walk around in my pyjamas all day and just dont give a shit.. Maybe I will..
Sometimes it feels like there something wrong with me.. maybe I need some PROZAC... well take a pill and be HAPPY!..is it that simple? well in that case maybe we all should eat it and walk around on small pink happy clouds all day all night week after week year after year...

wut is wrong with me???

I hate...

When people call me in the middle of the night when Iam sleeping so good! When Iam in my deep sleep, I cant remember wut I said or anything...except who it wuz...

So 2 day when I woke up ...for about 2 min ago..I was like hmmm ..what the hell did we talk about ?!.. yea I dont give a shit Iam gonna call him and see what he wanted...thats wassup...

~~SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY~~

even cows fuck uP!...lolz

The Clumsy Cow

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WISE WORDS...

IF HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH....WHERE THE FUCK IS HELL????

YOU GOTTA LICK IT...BEFORE WE KICK IT!!!


IN MY WORLD...

YOU CANT MEZZ UP... YOU CANT BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOLE OR THE DRUGZ.. YOU CANT HIT ME ...YOU CANT CALL ME NAMES OR BE UGLY IN YOUR MOUTH...YOU CANT DISRESPECT ME IN ANYWAY...
THEN IAM GONNA DISRESPECT YA ASS BACK..AND I CAN PROMISE U ..IT AINT GONNA BE NICE..YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE IS ABOUT 2 BEGIN...

SO BE NICE ACT COOL.. HAVE FAITH..PLAY BY RULEZ..

EVERYTHING IN TEXXAS IS FUN!!!


Friday, September 7, 2007

TAKE UR CLOSE OFF...

LIFE SCARES ME , THRILLS ME, LOVES ME,,, PAIN.... LIFE IS EXCITING, HURTS ME, WHO DESERVES ME? YOU ARE STUCK IN MY BRAIN....
CANDY, HEARTS, FAST CARS, HOT MEN...ALL I DESIRE ALL THAT I WANT IS FOR YOU 2 TAKE YOUR CLOSE OFF..AMEN..

LITTLE BITCHY,LITTLE HARD, LITTLE LOCO...SMACK ME HARD TAKE CONTROL BE MY PACO....
RUNNIN WATER COOL ME DOWN, HIT MY G-SPOT HARD... GIMMY A BREAK GIMMY A TASTE , LEAVE ME A CARD...
SUN IS SHINING, I HAVE BLUE EYES, PEOPLE ARE TOGETHER SUMMER IS HERE... YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES AND I CAN FEEL YOUR HEAT, LIKE A RAINFOREST OH SO WET, I WANT TO FEEL U ...TAKE OFF WHAT U WEAR...

CHANGE

Iam a flower so delicate so fine... iam am true Iam a gemine
My heart is big as o wood ... I cant be sure where Iam where I stood..
You can flip me around like that coin in your hand... I can give u all what u need all that you demand..
hear my pray and all it say...I want a change for 2-day
Change 2 day make a choice... all I listen 2 is my inner voice

nicole.. sexxy MAMA!! look at the new video nicole and T.I

what???!!! I would be an awsome chimps...


IMpression

The first impression is the last impression?? well I belive the first impression is the final impression and you can nevr do it over again..
So as the first impression you judge people by their look and how they act.. but once you get to know them better your whole view maybe change...or not...
To make the best first impression is to look good and behave well... but maybe I belive I look godd and behave awsome..but in others eyes its not awsome its rude or maybe not attractive... so when this first impression thing is starting to grow in my brain.. I belive.. that the longer impression is the final...

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Daddy Yankee & Fergie.. shake ya ass bitch!

funny shit...


once

ONCE THERE WAS THIS YOU AND ME ...THAT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE...
I HAD MY DREAM SO ALIVE IN MY HEART...RIGHT FROM THE START..
AS THE TIME PASSED BY..THERE WAS NO HAPPINESS ONLY DEEP CRY...
THEN WE WASNT US NO MORE...NOW MY HEART IS DEEPLY SORED..
ONCE THERE WAS THIS BEAUTIFUL LOVE AND NOTHING COULD GO WRONG... I WOKE UP AND I COULD FEEL THE PAIN IN OUR LOVESONG...
IT WAS A SPELL RIGHT FROM THE START... AND YOU ARE STILL STUCK INTO MY HEART..
I COULDNT ACCEPT THE PAIN.. YOU MESSED SO MUCH WITH BOTH MY HEART AND BRAIN
IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE STILL THE ONE...THEN I WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU AND I ARE DONE
CANT DESCRIBE WITH WORDS HOW I FEEL...YOU WERE IN EVERY SENTENCE MY IDEAL
IT FEELS LIKE I RUN A MARATHON BUT MY LEGS ARE STILL.. ITS MY HEART THAT IS SICK ITS MY HEART YOU HAVE KILLED
.................................ONCE..................................

me as black.. SO FUCKIN HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!


PUT YOUR MIND ON THA MONEY AND THA MONEY ON YOUR MIND..

LEAVE ME....

ALONE LIKE I'AM... LEAVE ME THIS MOMENT LIKE A FRIEND.. LEAVE ME IN THE FALL TIL THE WINTER WILL END..
DONT KISS MY LIPS DONT MAKE A WISH...
LEAVE IN THIS MOMENT TO NEVER RETURN..LEAVE ME LIKE ITS MY PRESENTS THATS BURN...
LEAVE ME NEVER BE CLOSE AGAIN..THE LONELYNESS SHALL REMAIN..
IAM BORN 2 BE ALONE AND I SHALL DIE SO 2..
DONT CRY AND DONT ASK ME WHY.. NEVER LOOK BACK AND START ON A DIFFRENT TRACK..
SO LEAVE ME NOW AND I WILL LEAVE YOU...I CANT TELL YOU MORE THEN I DO..
I WISH U WELL AND HAPPINESS..TO NEVER BE A PART OF THIS LONELYNESS

1 LOVE

IAM A HUSTLA

me as an OLD lady..LMAOo


hey..

hey migente... I think its fall now.. it feels weird...the summer wasnt long enough..
But I loooove the fall and I love when u sit inside lookin at a good dvd and the rain drops outside.. the leaves turn red and on the day the sun is shining although its cold..

well 2 day iam gonna just hang around...

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR ...LOOK LIKE A MOVIE STAR...FUCK LIKE A PORNSTAR...!!

3 things that I can reveal about myself...

  1. Iam a BIG Elvis fan..
  2. Iam a real fresh and freaky BIATCH!!..
  3. My full name combination am I the only one with in the whole world..

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the summer of 2002 ...some people HATED it.. I loved it and I even bought the single..;)

i look booooring and feel booooring 2..:(


I WANT THIS ONE:.. so Cuuuuuuuuuute! this is so SEXXYMAMI


ITS TIME 4 CHANGIN...

I feel TIRED right now.. I want a new look..NO CA$H ..I want a new phone..NO CA$H..
I WANT 2 Pay my fuckin BILL$$ but hey ..NO CA$H.. so wut 2 do?? well it aint gonna be livin la vida loca.. just sittin and make wish and dream.. Ive gotta find myself a JOB..doesnt mather wtf it is..
I feel LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW...

Its hard livin thug life...

This lady in her old 70.. Is mostly like every day do the same... SHE is going into the store put 2 beers in her trolley then she go and pay with coins.. she is going into the customer WC and drink em up.. after a while she takes a new trolley go inside the store take 2 beers and pay for them this is how she spent most of her days.. and all I can say is... ITS A HARD KNOCK LIFE...

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

MY ADVICE:.......


my favorite coupple!! B and Jay

let me present.. DEEMI..the Ghetto princess!! u gotta love her!

LONESOME HEART WALKING DOWN THA STREET..

just wishing to know.. what is making everything spin around? and why do people keep their flow?
Iam bored at heart wishing so much.. but theres a wall around my heart so noone can touch..
Month after month will pass away..but the sorrow you left me in will always stay..
When I close my eyes I can see your face... but when I see you in the reality I close my eyes and beg you to walk away..
when I walk down tha street thinkin of you holdin my hand.. I think about how lonely Iam and how I made it all run out in tha sand..
I know that I can never feel joy again in my heart... I will always be the lonely one lieing in the dark..