thank you Bob... he is the best doing this kinda art:DD
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
I want..and need..
Hot brown flesh rubbin against my inner thighs... I want a warm brown masculine body pressin againgst mine..
my LIPZ
What People Think of Your Mouth |
People see you as both demanding and irresistible. You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it. You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you. And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky! |
I want it
hard, rough, wet, sweaty, slow, lightly, deeply,nasty, dirrty, warm,cold, whisperer in my ear..
painfull, toungues, squeezing, happiness, tears, teasing, pleasure....
painfull, toungues, squeezing, happiness, tears, teasing, pleasure....
heat..
our fingers meet..
I could feel your heat burn through my body like a wave of love.. a wave of the feeling I was so comfortable with..
It new me, I new it...
It was old It was new...
The moment felt like a whole lifetime..
times of love, times of happiness, tears , hate , laugh and deepest despair all flashed in my memory..
The fairytale is over..the word has been spoken...the tears are all cried.. the laughs have passed through our lipz .. Maybe the walls can still feel it..maybe the floor remember our feets..
The story has already been written.. and it ended..
I could feel your heat burn through my body like a wave of love.. a wave of the feeling I was so comfortable with..
It new me, I new it...
It was old It was new...
The moment felt like a whole lifetime..
times of love, times of happiness, tears , hate , laugh and deepest despair all flashed in my memory..
The fairytale is over..the word has been spoken...the tears are all cried.. the laughs have passed through our lipz .. Maybe the walls can still feel it..maybe the floor remember our feets..
The story has already been written.. and it ended..
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I show
my feelings wheneva whereva.. to whoeva..
I rather be outgoing then keep it all to me self... I belive to close your true feelings up will cause your physical and emotional health bad..
I really try more and more to stand for my own oppinions and say it loud and clear.. trying to say it so it comes out soft and clean.. so people dont get upset or go and commit suicide..
Just saying like Lady S.. love me or hate me ..if you love me then thank you if you hate me then fuck you..
I rather be outgoing then keep it all to me self... I belive to close your true feelings up will cause your physical and emotional health bad..
I really try more and more to stand for my own oppinions and say it loud and clear.. trying to say it so it comes out soft and clean.. so people dont get upset or go and commit suicide..
Just saying like Lady S.. love me or hate me ..if you love me then thank you if you hate me then fuck you..
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
long talk 2 my lawyer
about the trial next week.. Iam so damm nervous about this shit.. I havent done anything wrong why do I feel this way then?
He should feel this way..he should lay sleepless .. he should cry..
My lawyer even told me that bastard didnt even confess .. theres pictures that proove what he have DONE!!!
This still prooves what I have thought all along ..he dosnt feel sorry for what he have done to me.. he doesnt care.. If he had admit it all I could forgive him from the deepest of my heart but this only gives the hate in me more to grow in..
HE need help I dont.. he need to feel sorry for the pain he have caused and if he cant feel it or ask for my forgiveness Iam gonna make that bastard to pay for it!
He should feel this way..he should lay sleepless .. he should cry..
My lawyer even told me that bastard didnt even confess .. theres pictures that proove what he have DONE!!!
This still prooves what I have thought all along ..he dosnt feel sorry for what he have done to me.. he doesnt care.. If he had admit it all I could forgive him from the deepest of my heart but this only gives the hate in me more to grow in..
HE need help I dont.. he need to feel sorry for the pain he have caused and if he cant feel it or ask for my forgiveness Iam gonna make that bastard to pay for it!
Monday, March 26, 2007
i remember tha day....
I remember tha day as it was yesterday..and I really do for real..
The time when we were happy and I had my baby still in my tummy.. I could feel her kick .. and that day for soon 4 years ago I had this explosive pain it came like the rain at a blue sky..
I knew it was time..
It only took 45 min. then the beutiful baby gurl who laid in my tummy was out.. we smiled to eachother and kissed.. I went up took me a shower and was so fresh, noone could tell I just gave birth to a baby for like 2 hours ago.. we sat and just looked at her.. I felt soo deep love and soo connected to you .. 1 of the happiest days of my life..
when I think about it now it hurts cause I wanna feel that joy and love again.. but it will never be with you..
you broke my heart and you can never unbreak it..
The time when we were happy and I had my baby still in my tummy.. I could feel her kick .. and that day for soon 4 years ago I had this explosive pain it came like the rain at a blue sky..
I knew it was time..
It only took 45 min. then the beutiful baby gurl who laid in my tummy was out.. we smiled to eachother and kissed.. I went up took me a shower and was so fresh, noone could tell I just gave birth to a baby for like 2 hours ago.. we sat and just looked at her.. I felt soo deep love and soo connected to you .. 1 of the happiest days of my life..
when I think about it now it hurts cause I wanna feel that joy and love again.. but it will never be with you..
you broke my heart and you can never unbreak it..
my weakness
are just like everyone know.. dark hair and brown eyes.. Tanned bodies or natural brown/black men..
The body type can be whateva, but The man need to show to the world that he loves his body..
Iam weak for tattoes big confidance and long eyelashes.. Big soft lipz that know how to give a kiss without asking but still at tha right moment..
Romance, good smelling, and all babies in the world animals or humans doesnt mather..
The body type can be whateva, but The man need to show to the world that he loves his body..
Iam weak for tattoes big confidance and long eyelashes.. Big soft lipz that know how to give a kiss without asking but still at tha right moment..
Romance, good smelling, and all babies in the world animals or humans doesnt mather..
trust
is something you feel more and more for a person who doesnt proove you anything diffrent..
the trust is the most important thing that will keep any relations tied up..maybe through life.. or not if the trust is broken..
I cant start a long-time-relation with someone whom I feel doesnt trust me.. then I automatticly dont trust em.. The more someone trust me, the more I give my self to them..the more freedom someone give me with the tool of trust in the back the more Iam gonna stay and give all to them...
and if I personally feel that I cant trust someone I aint keep the contact with them, I END it!!!
the trust is the most important thing that will keep any relations tied up..maybe through life.. or not if the trust is broken..
I cant start a long-time-relation with someone whom I feel doesnt trust me.. then I automatticly dont trust em.. The more someone trust me, the more I give my self to them..the more freedom someone give me with the tool of trust in the back the more Iam gonna stay and give all to them...
and if I personally feel that I cant trust someone I aint keep the contact with them, I END it!!!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
been thinkin about...
if someone havent felt love how can he or she be sure of what it is when they get it??
is it possible that someone who havent felt the love from someone else for a very very long time get greedy? can they get dangerous?
I belive people is always greedy when it comes to love.. they want more and more they want it full time 24-7 and if they could they would destroy every lilltle thing that popps up between this and that..
yes they can get dangerous like all animals..protecting what they think are theirs..
is it possible that someone who havent felt the love from someone else for a very very long time get greedy? can they get dangerous?
I belive people is always greedy when it comes to love.. they want more and more they want it full time 24-7 and if they could they would destroy every lilltle thing that popps up between this and that..
yes they can get dangerous like all animals..protecting what they think are theirs..
Iam sick feel sorry for meeeeeeeeeeee
iam sick.. went to tha DR. he told ne what I already new.. ear and a bad infection in my throat.. my fever was like VERY high.. I have eat tha medication since friday and it still aint well.. Iam waiting til 2-morrow and is it still bad Iam going 2 tha hospital..
FEEL 4 me!!
well this night was the first one I slept since thursday so I aint feeling so tired anymore but I still have the fever and my voice doesnt sound like my voice..I like it though...I think it sounds sexier..;) so if you wanna talk 2 this sexxy mami just give her a call..lol..
FEEL 4 me!!
well this night was the first one I slept since thursday so I aint feeling so tired anymore but I still have the fever and my voice doesnt sound like my voice..I like it though...I think it sounds sexier..;) so if you wanna talk 2 this sexxy mami just give her a call..lol..
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hunk of the day ...
hey!
I havent reach the point to get desperate after someone..but it feels like damm soon I will..Iam tired of stupied ass men as this country can offer.. I want a real man who can take me as Iam..
I have been single for a long time now.. and I know thats my own fault , but I cant take someone and just fake that I have true feelings for him.. Iam picky and that makes it difficult to find someone to even date.. when I do date.. I aint get tha feeling so I stop..I end it before it has even begin..
and ..some friends of mine have this kinda theory bout me.. they Iam scurred of gettin in a relation, scurred of gettin hurt or meet someone like my ex..
and that most wanted have noone answer 2 yet:(
I have been single for a long time now.. and I know thats my own fault , but I cant take someone and just fake that I have true feelings for him.. Iam picky and that makes it difficult to find someone to even date.. when I do date.. I aint get tha feeling so I stop..I end it before it has even begin..
and ..some friends of mine have this kinda theory bout me.. they Iam scurred of gettin in a relation, scurred of gettin hurt or meet someone like my ex..
and that most wanted have noone answer 2 yet:(
Monday, March 19, 2007
I know what I want
A man with the self -confidance who is comfortable with him self in any areas..
Who is secure enough to trust me and give me the space I need , a man who's not jelous cause he knows noone can compete with him..
He must love me for me, and dont wanna change me to something else..
He must like kids and know how to get in there level.. he must understand me a singel mom..
He must be old fashion but he must also be very modern and help me in every way..
He must like to work and earn the money to the family
he must be attractive and clean..
he must be really gangsta and thuggish.. but he also must be nice and soft show love and be kind 2 all ...
¨he must be smart and think quick ..and know that sometimes I can be a real bitch but I dont mean that..
He must like my kinda music and dress like the gangsta style/suit... romantic,likes 2 give me surprises,
SO WHERE ARE YOU??? if you fit or know anyone who does contact me.. and I will get him into safety..
all this weekend..
I had 2 extra kids.. My little favorite Madde.. and Cissi.. this is kids to Pillan and Björn.. and also friends to my kids..
I got the feeling of how it could be to have 4 of them.. so did this scare me??? hell NO!! I can admit it, I have the dangerous beby fever and theres nothing that could make it stop and go away.. well there is one thing..A BABY!!!
well the weekend was alright the kids were nice and behaved so good...
I got the feeling of how it could be to have 4 of them.. so did this scare me??? hell NO!! I can admit it, I have the dangerous beby fever and theres nothing that could make it stop and go away.. well there is one thing..A BABY!!!
well the weekend was alright the kids were nice and behaved so good...
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
I have seen ONE NIGHT IN THE MUSEUM
Friday, March 9, 2007
Thursday, March 8, 2007
.....
so now everyone know I wanna kick it with The Game.. BUT ..only judged by his look..
so whats the day been givin back to me? not a damm thang... Iam still waiting though..
I know you have to give to get back..thats life but I have give so much all the way..and at this moment Iam so filled up with it..
GIVE me something..
whey how the hell do the kids shows going on these dayz.. its freakin me.. yes its just cartoons but its so freaky .. maybe our kids will end up in some psychotic disorder when they are adults?
lol
so whats the day been givin back to me? not a damm thang... Iam still waiting though..
I know you have to give to get back..thats life but I have give so much all the way..and at this moment Iam so filled up with it..
GIVE me something..
whey how the hell do the kids shows going on these dayz.. its freakin me.. yes its just cartoons but its so freaky .. maybe our kids will end up in some psychotic disorder when they are adults?
lol
weird question
got this weird question 2-day... what celeb could you drop it all for just to fuck??
well my first answer was.. I donno..I cant tell cause I aint seem them face to face..
Well I had 2 choose one.. and just choosin by their look and what kinda thing he do.. I was actually sure..I still am..
it would be THE GAME ..for sure..
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
jelousy..
this day got me in the experiance of jelouse people act/ react..
well I aint gonna tell you the story, but I can say this ..People can be so jelous so they pretend diffrent stuff just to get an argument..and during that argument all comes up..thrown in my face..
NO this aint a boy-girl thing... this can be any relationship..a person who have hunger for your attention til 100% allways and cant accept that you focus on something/ someone else..
This is a SIGN of a person with week cofidance and who have hard to trust other people..
TRUST is the number one priority in a relation if that part is missing then dont go forward with the relation...
well I aint gonna tell you the story, but I can say this ..People can be so jelous so they pretend diffrent stuff just to get an argument..and during that argument all comes up..thrown in my face..
NO this aint a boy-girl thing... this can be any relationship..a person who have hunger for your attention til 100% allways and cant accept that you focus on something/ someone else..
This is a SIGN of a person with week cofidance and who have hard to trust other people..
TRUST is the number one priority in a relation if that part is missing then dont go forward with the relation...
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
been at my home girls place all day..
looked at some dvd's..eatin some food ..chillin and being absolutely lazy.. then we went to our little coffee house..WAYNE'S COFFEE.. sat and talked about MEN..and planned some full nights out ..
So soon watch out we are coming to the nearest city..lol..
So soon watch out we are coming to the nearest city..lol..
I have seen..THE JACKET
this one really plays with yo mind.. in the beggining it all seems easy.. But then you really have 2 think.. all people take this diffrently.. (i belive) and I was kinda fascinated.. It's very well done and Adrien plays so GOOD!!
Hope to see alot more of him..
I cant catogorize this one ..it's freaky and absolutely no truthfull but it capture me from the beginning til it's end..
afterwords I felt like brainwashed...lol
this is gettin a 5..
I have seen.. PATIENT 13
Monday, March 5, 2007
today..
BIG cleaning of the A.P.... now its back 2 normal.. kids are better and I have actually caught my eye up that I am baby crazy!! I want one of those cute little ones.. GIVE MEEEEEEEEE!!!
I have the i want a baby syndrome and noone is in my eyes good enough to help me.. not anyone I met...yet..
I have the i want a baby syndrome and noone is in my eyes good enough to help me.. not anyone I met...yet..
Sunday, March 4, 2007
poor thing
my daughters are sick..
My older have some bacteria infection in her throat...she got the medications from our DR... the younger cry's and have real pain in her tummy..and head ache and pain in her ears.. so maybe she to have an infection..
I'll go to the DR again 2-morrow if she aint well..
This time of the year in sweden ALL people are sick.. Its crazy.. It's like a bomb exploaded and all you know got hit with a desease..
Hope it will be spring soon...we are longing for the sun and the warm weather...not this wet shit with the snow that melts..
The sun takes away the deseases..I belive..
My older have some bacteria infection in her throat...she got the medications from our DR... the younger cry's and have real pain in her tummy..and head ache and pain in her ears.. so maybe she to have an infection..
I'll go to the DR again 2-morrow if she aint well..
This time of the year in sweden ALL people are sick.. Its crazy.. It's like a bomb exploaded and all you know got hit with a desease..
Hope it will be spring soon...we are longing for the sun and the warm weather...not this wet shit with the snow that melts..
The sun takes away the deseases..I belive..
fun..to know
a group at this newspaper asked a bunch of people what they look at in the opposite sex the first time..#1 was the EYES.. from both males and females
#2 was the whole package..from the women...the men answered THE BOOTY..
#2 was the whole package..from the women...the men answered THE BOOTY..
Saturday, March 3, 2007
life is all about family..
life is all about family and those close friends you have.. the problem is to find a man with the same values..
I have a big family from start..my own little family is me.. my 2 daughters Ellen 8 and Esmeralda soon 4..
I want more kids if I could choose 3 more, but as I said the problem is to find a man who wanna take that..and who have the same values..
I dont belive he excist....
In my family the females are a majority and the only man is my father.. so the women rulez.. we are in charge..lol
I have a big family from start..my own little family is me.. my 2 daughters Ellen 8 and Esmeralda soon 4..
I want more kids if I could choose 3 more, but as I said the problem is to find a man who wanna take that..and who have the same values..
I dont belive he excist....
In my family the females are a majority and the only man is my father.. so the women rulez.. we are in charge..lol
Friday, March 2, 2007
Thursday, March 1, 2007
I know..
its alot of dirty south in my blog.. but I have this love for the South .. I have my heart for the rest of the world too so dont misunderstand me..
I like something that feels connected to me.. But I aint dis other things..other people.. thats me..
I like something that feels connected to me.. But I aint dis other things..other people.. thats me..
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