Smekningar 2002

Jag skulle kunnat smekt din kropp i en evighet för att du fanns där tillgänglig brevid mig..
Jag skulle också kunnat ha valt att aldrig ta på dig...
Men i samma stund som du sa att du älskade mig försvann alla rädslor allt tråkigt som hade hänt var som bort spolat av ÄLSKAR DEJ VÅGEN...
Du förtrollade mig..Dina ord som kom ur din mun var skönare och lenare än massage på olja över min gravida mage..
Du smekte mig sakta och med oändlighetens envisa tag...
Med dina ord lotsade du vägen som ledde från mitt hjärta till ditt... den var rak...

there is

theres a heart that are open for love..
theres a heart that makes me feel good..
open eyes try to see..
makes no diffrence as long as there is a you and there is a me..
feelings cant make me cry..
long nights makes me wonder why..
after a beginning there must be an end ..
cause nothing lasts forever and thats the truth my friend..

when..

I saw your face 2day.. my heart stopped for a sec or two..
Your eyes meet mine and I couldent remember how hard I even tried..
I wanted too remember those feelings and those nights...
When you were close 2 me holding me in your arms..
The feeling of love and that I was so safe..
I stared at you with that inner hate..
Still I cant stop to wish...I cant stop 2 dream... All thats ever in my heart and in my brain is you..
What can I do?
I cant stop fallin in love everytime I see your face..
I cant help that I want you each and every day..
GOD I MISS YOU TIL I DIE.. but I will never let u see the tears in my eye...

FROM THAT MOMENT

FROM THIS MOMENT AS LONG AS LIVE... I SAY FOREVER ..ITS YOU AND ME..
AND I WILL NEVER SPEND ONE NIGHT APART..I JUST LOVED YOU RIGHT FROM THE START...
THINGS HAVE HAPPEN TO MAKE US SO STRONG...AND I WILL KEEP ON GOING ALL NIGHT LONG..
FROM THAT MOMENT I SAW YOUR FACE ...FROM THE SECOND MY HEART EMBRACE...
SADLY I KNOW THE TRUTH OF ALL...THAT I CANT MAKE A COICE I JUST FALL...

TAKE UR CLOSE OFF...

LIFE SCARES ME , THRILLS ME, LOVES ME,,, PAIN.... LIFE IS EXCITING, HURTS ME, WHO DESERVES ME? YOU ARE STUCK IN MY BRAIN....
CANDY, HEARTS, FAST CARS, HOT MEN...ALL I DESIRE ALL THAT I WANT IS FOR YOU 2 TAKE YOUR CLOSE OFF..AMEN..

LITTLE BITCHY,LITTLE HARD, LITTLE LOCO...SMACK ME HARD TAKE CONTROL BE MY PACO....
RUNNIN WATER COOL ME DOWN, HIT MY G-SPOT HARD... GIMMY A BREAK GIMMY A TASTE , LEAVE ME A CARD...
SUN IS SHINING, I HAVE BLUE EYES, PEOPLE ARE TOGETHER SUMMER IS HERE... YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES AND I CAN FEEL YOUR HEAT, LIKE A RAINFOREST OH SO WET, I WANT TO FEEL U ...TAKE OFF WHAT U WEAR...

CHANGE

Iam a flower so delicate so fine... iam am true Iam a gemine
My heart is big as o wood ... I cant be sure where Iam where I stood..
You can flip me around like that coin in your hand... I can give u all what u need all that you demand..
hear my pray and all it say...I want a change for 2-day
Change 2 day make a choice... all I listen 2 is my inner voice

once

ONCE THERE WAS THIS YOU AND ME ...THAT WE WOULD ALWAYS BE...
I HAD MY DREAM SO ALIVE IN MY HEART...RIGHT FROM THE START..
AS THE TIME PASSED BY..THERE WAS NO HAPPINESS ONLY DEEP CRY...
THEN WE WASNT US NO MORE...NOW MY HEART IS DEEPLY SORED..
ONCE THERE WAS THIS BEAUTIFUL LOVE AND NOTHING COULD GO WRONG... I WOKE UP AND I COULD FEEL THE PAIN IN OUR LOVESONG...
IT WAS A SPELL RIGHT FROM THE START... AND YOU ARE STILL STUCK INTO MY HEART..
I COULDNT ACCEPT THE PAIN.. YOU MESSED SO MUCH WITH BOTH MY HEART AND BRAIN
IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE STILL THE ONE...THEN I WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU AND I ARE DONE
CANT DESCRIBE WITH WORDS HOW I FEEL...YOU WERE IN EVERY SENTENCE MY IDEAL
IT FEELS LIKE I RUN A MARATHON BUT MY LEGS ARE STILL.. ITS MY HEART THAT IS SICK ITS MY HEART YOU HAVE KILLED
.................................ONCE..................................

LEAVE ME....

ALONE LIKE I'AM... LEAVE ME THIS MOMENT LIKE A FRIEND.. LEAVE ME IN THE FALL TIL THE WINTER WILL END..
DONT KISS MY LIPS DONT MAKE A WISH...
LEAVE IN THIS MOMENT TO NEVER RETURN..LEAVE ME LIKE ITS MY PRESENTS THATS BURN...
LEAVE ME NEVER BE CLOSE AGAIN..THE LONELYNESS SHALL REMAIN..
IAM BORN 2 BE ALONE AND I SHALL DIE SO 2..
DONT CRY AND DONT ASK ME WHY.. NEVER LOOK BACK AND START ON A DIFFRENT TRACK..
SO LEAVE ME NOW AND I WILL LEAVE YOU...I CANT TELL YOU MORE THEN I DO..
I WISH U WELL AND HAPPINESS..TO NEVER BE A PART OF THIS LONELYNESS

1 LOVE

LONESOME HEART WALKING DOWN THA STREET..

just wishing to know.. what is making everything spin around? and why do people keep their flow?
Iam bored at heart wishing so much.. but theres a wall around my heart so noone can touch..
Month after month will pass away..but the sorrow you left me in will always stay..
When I close my eyes I can see your face... but when I see you in the reality I close my eyes and beg you to walk away..
when I walk down tha street thinkin of you holdin my hand.. I think about how lonely Iam and how I made it all run out in tha sand..
I know that I can never feel joy again in my heart... I will always be the lonely one lieing in the dark..

wet toungue...

The good sweetness of a really wet toungue between my legs.. reachin into my deepest inner side.. pushing at the lovely spots that makes my world spin faster and faster...
wet toungue playing in my mouth suckin in the air from everybreath... wet toungue come deeper and deeper in me in every part of my body...makes me wanna scream..

come'n get me....

Come with me for a while....
I'll take you and make you want me.....
It's not game,... show it's true....
You're welcome so move on over ...
I wanna be the one..., I wanna show you how it's done ....
Don't wanna let you down....,
I'm gonna make you satisfied....
I'm gonna show you how....
I'm gonna give you what you want.... What you want... baby what you really want...
Come'n get me if you love and respect me....
Come'n get me.... you will never forget me
I do know what you want.....
I'll show you... it's something special
Don't be shy...take my hand....
Believe me....we'll make it all right ....
I wanna be the one.... I wanna show you how it's done...

case of the EX..

I ve got no more tears.. I still have my fears..
Its all becouse of you , what you did and how you still do...
even fire cant burn this pain away.. But I know I could never be with you I had to walk away..
haunted by this dream that follows me.. you hurting me you killing me..laughing saying you love me..
This isnt love it never was.. it was pain in the heart for both of us..
Now I have moved on.. My love for you is far ghone...
I cant remember when I felt this kinda strong ..even though the way to get here was oh so long..
this is the end my friend .. and a beautiful beggin..

I NEED YA

Like A Scene From My Favorite Movie....
Hard To Control Myself When U Next To Me ....
If Its Against The Law To Love Then Sue Me....
MAN This Whole Thing Got Me In Disbelief .....
I Kno It Takes Time ......
To Build Somethin Thats Worth While ........
But Just In Case You Didn't Hear Me ............
Imma Say It Again More Clearly........
I Need Ya Like A Bed Need Some Covers........
I Need Ya..
Baby We Need Each Other .....
MAN I Need Ya Like A Comedian Needs A Joke .........
I Need Ya....
Baby I Need You The Most

TIDE!!

You have the bravest heart, the strongest emotions...After all the harm ive caused you still want my lovin..I think Ive lost your love..How can I be mad at you when Iam the one to blame? You have the bravest heart...Tide the strongest emotions...after all the harm Ive caused you still are my lovin...

I cant belive, I still recive so much affections from your side...If you could give me one more chance I would love to turn the tide...I would love to turn the TIDE!

teardropz..

I can see it in your eyes..
How long can I count the sorrows in your heart...
for how long can I see my own pain reflections in your eyes?
The mirror shine back..there is no picture...
heaven and hell is close ..
The eyes the tears ...ready to fall... ready to drop...
Its in your eyes .. I can see my own pain ...I can see my own rain...
Teardropz fall from the sky from heaven to the hell on this earth...
pain and suffering ...
Your eyes are my mirror...

from moments

to eternity ... silence and breathing who end up in lost air...
Between us are the space ..between other minds and spirit...so much are are filled in the corners..
why is the air so soft...when it softly touch my skin ..I close my eyes pretend its your hands who give me the touch..
once the heart is open its ready to close... a moment who could end up til eternity..

Tell me!!?!!

why is the grass green? why is the sun so bright??
why do I feel so warm inside??
why is my head ache??
why do the birds sing?
why are my heart beating so fast?
why cant you hold me in your arms..just hold me there..close right next to your body?
why cant you look into my eyes ..with no fear no regards? why are you too close to my heart?
is this love. that Iam feelin?
is it pain.. Im recieving?
take it back! leave it! or do something...
cause this aint the feeling I wanna recieving

My heart

my heart is for you..
my heart is true..
just place it there in your hand...
just take care of it and it will never end..
it will beat only for you...
I promise you..
forever and ever for every beat it take..
into eternity into every breath you make..
keep it close keep it closer...
cause there it will stay like a treasure..

there be..

I often told myself that we could be more then just friends...
I know you think that if me move to fast it will all end...
I live in misery when you are not around..
I wont be satisfied til we take it some time...
there be some love making.. heart breakin ..soul shakin...
I often told myself this is all faith...
I know you think its us who makes this what it is...
I live in my fantazies when I think of you...
I wont be satiesfied until it all happen in my life...
there be some love makin..heart breakin...soul shakin...

baby I got yaaaaaaaaaaa POEM FROM -04

AND IAM GOING TO KEEP YA..
I WILL CHERISH YA..
LOVE YA...
RESPECT YA..
GIVE YOU TRUST..
GIVE MY SELF...
FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART...
IAM GOING TO MAKE THIS...
I WONT FALL APART...
IAM FOR YOU...I WILL SHOW YOU