Tell me!!?!!

why is the grass green? why is the sun so bright??
why do I feel so warm inside??
why is my head ache??
why do the birds sing?
why are my heart beating so fast?
why cant you hold me in your arms..just hold me there..close right next to your body?
why cant you look into my eyes ..with no fear no regards? why are you too close to my heart?
is this love. that Iam feelin?
is it pain.. Im recieving?
take it back! leave it! or do something...
cause this aint the feeling I wanna recieving