so ..

the trial against my ex.. is coming up.. Iam nervous and imagine all kinda stuff..monday morning I'm gonna call the lawyer..

Iam gonna search for temporarly costidy.. and then full..

I aint takin his kids away from him, but Iam pullin me self away from his grasp.. he aint gonna keep on controlling me and my life ...
this is gonna stop.. and even though I can relate to how I once felt for him I can never forget the pain he caused me..
I know I dont deserve that ..I deserve true love being treated like the woman IAM..
the trial's on the 4 th of april.. a bit away..but still close..