Thursday, April 5, 2007

pain and anger

iam feeling so angry but also so hurt...
The anger cause of what he have done and why he cant admit it..instead he lies..
I feel so hurt and my thoughts are going to did he never even felt love for me? why ? damm this shit is messin up my brain right now.. I wanna stop have this shit on my mind but the whole night I had bad dreams all about him and what he have done and what he might do.. This shit is killin meee on the inside..
maybe I'll turn out to be a cold hearted biatch.. thanxx to him.. and that scares me so badly..
Maybe I will never fall in love again and just sit here being angry, and feeling so hurt..
Iam afraid ..

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