Monday, April 30, 2007
sexy?
You drink my juice..
You eat my flesh..
you push my body back..
I need to feel you fast...
over me.. you doing me...
I swollow the heat ..from ya body..
You cant fight something you like...
you cant resist ..something ya body gonna miss..
You need to feel it..I wanna show ...and I can do it..
fast or slow..
I wanna push you over the limit ..
i wanna hear those lips scream..
I know I can make you feel ...those things nobody have make you feel before..
And I know you want it more and more..
You eat my flesh..
you push my body back..
I need to feel you fast...
over me.. you doing me...
I swollow the heat ..from ya body..
You cant fight something you like...
you cant resist ..something ya body gonna miss..
You need to feel it..I wanna show ...and I can do it..
fast or slow..
I wanna push you over the limit ..
i wanna hear those lips scream..
I know I can make you feel ...those things nobody have make you feel before..
And I know you want it more and more..
and how should it be??
when IT comes to sex we all have diffrent views on how it shall be... but who says and decides whats normal and whats not?
Who tell us how it should be?
Is it what we like what decides how we act and how we do it?
Is a really wet pussy a good thing or a bad thing? trust me its good cause that means she's really excited and into you...But maybe its better for the man when its not so wet? maybe it doesnt slide so much then...hmm well you cant get it all..
Everywhere it always talks about how much pressure girls and women feels when it comes to sex and their bodies.. so how about men?
Men need to know how to act in bed.. they do need big dickz.. women like when they can keep it up for a long time..and they have to do the lickin like it was the last time they gonna eat the pussy..
YES I do belive they also feels kinda pressure ...but you need to understand we women are special, we are more complicated and we all have diffrent pussys who all need their special treatment..
Some men treat us the way they wanna be treated...and I just say LOL about that..
But the most important thing when it comes to sex is that it feels good and that both in it are mutural about it.. after that it doesnt mather how it should be ..its you as the coupple who set the limits and decides whats good or not..
So dont think its bad with a wet pussy is it too wet just vipe it and continue .. it could be so much worse ..it could be sooo dry and thats a real sign that she aint enjoying it! so think about that!
Who tell us how it should be?
Is it what we like what decides how we act and how we do it?
Is a really wet pussy a good thing or a bad thing? trust me its good cause that means she's really excited and into you...But maybe its better for the man when its not so wet? maybe it doesnt slide so much then...hmm well you cant get it all..
Everywhere it always talks about how much pressure girls and women feels when it comes to sex and their bodies.. so how about men?
Men need to know how to act in bed.. they do need big dickz.. women like when they can keep it up for a long time..and they have to do the lickin like it was the last time they gonna eat the pussy..
YES I do belive they also feels kinda pressure ...but you need to understand we women are special, we are more complicated and we all have diffrent pussys who all need their special treatment..
Some men treat us the way they wanna be treated...and I just say LOL about that..
But the most important thing when it comes to sex is that it feels good and that both in it are mutural about it.. after that it doesnt mather how it should be ..its you as the coupple who set the limits and decides whats good or not..
So dont think its bad with a wet pussy is it too wet just vipe it and continue .. it could be so much worse ..it could be sooo dry and thats a real sign that she aint enjoying it! so think about that!
HUNK!!!!
me like this man!! he have great style and he is the first one out with a whole new type of music..
SEAN PAUL knows what a woman needs to shake her ass..
I wanna be a..
A sandwich... feel you bite me..piece by piece... while you enjoy it... I wanna be able to feel you all around me ..
Why Am I
Always making up excuses for someone I like when they behave like shit?
Is this "the take care of, love me forever" syndrome? even if it is.. I make up excuses in my head why people act and baheve badly.. especially against me.. why Cant I just think and accept this one is a jerk a real fucker and he doesnt deserve you?.. no I cant and that probably is becouse of my chaildhood..
I SOOOO wanna MR L but well hmm to be real honest he do act like shit.. He havent called and I havent hear any sign from him that his is even alive.. Ya know He doesnt call or answer to anyone, But me Iam special ..He have been intimite with me.. and that means ALOT to me..
Maybe he do this out of revange.. when I just dissed him.. But that was cause I wasnt ready...
Oh damm it doesnt mather how much I think of this I cant get the answer anyway..
But as hard as it is to admit it... I feel hurt.. and I did let it happen once again..
Now am I going to get some unnatural sun in the solarie.. then its Kids day today so ..its gonna be alot of walking outside in tha sun..
God thanks for my kids if I hadnt have got them I dont know how things in my life would have been...<3>
Is this "the take care of, love me forever" syndrome? even if it is.. I make up excuses in my head why people act and baheve badly.. especially against me.. why Cant I just think and accept this one is a jerk a real fucker and he doesnt deserve you?.. no I cant and that probably is becouse of my chaildhood..
I SOOOO wanna MR L but well hmm to be real honest he do act like shit.. He havent called and I havent hear any sign from him that his is even alive.. Ya know He doesnt call or answer to anyone, But me Iam special ..He have been intimite with me.. and that means ALOT to me..
Maybe he do this out of revange.. when I just dissed him.. But that was cause I wasnt ready...
Oh damm it doesnt mather how much I think of this I cant get the answer anyway..
But as hard as it is to admit it... I feel hurt.. and I did let it happen once again..
Now am I going to get some unnatural sun in the solarie.. then its Kids day today so ..its gonna be alot of walking outside in tha sun..
God thanks for my kids if I hadnt have got them I dont know how things in my life would have been...<3>
Sunday, April 29, 2007
I CAN BE WHO IAM!
Iam proud of who Iam.. and that theres only one original of me..thats MEEE!!..
There was a time when I didnt like myself..and I belived in every word other people said.. and especially the ones I loved.. but life and love is all abput accepting who you are and what you are and all about you...
If someone is trying to change the way and the one you are ..RUN!!! if someone doesnt like your personality...RUN...If someone is trying to change the way you look or tell you bad stuff about how you look...RUN...
This is becouse these people doesnt RESPECT you as the fine and nice person you are...they want something else so let them have it and wak away.. Cause u aint wanna have this kinda people around ya ass...
I ask people to go away if they cant respect and accept the real ME!!
There was a time when I didnt like myself..and I belived in every word other people said.. and especially the ones I loved.. but life and love is all abput accepting who you are and what you are and all about you...
If someone is trying to change the way and the one you are ..RUN!!! if someone doesnt like your personality...RUN...If someone is trying to change the way you look or tell you bad stuff about how you look...RUN...
This is becouse these people doesnt RESPECT you as the fine and nice person you are...they want something else so let them have it and wak away.. Cause u aint wanna have this kinda people around ya ass...
I ask people to go away if they cant respect and accept the real ME!!
Follow the heart..
Once I got an advice it was to follow my heart.... I follow the advice and all I did was to listen to it and follow it... the inner voice lead me into alot of bad things but good things too...I dont regret all the things Ive been through..but I do feel that listen to my heart without consider it with my brain is really stupied...
To be really happy you need to follow that heart of yours but you also need to think, is this good for me?? is this gonna hurt me more then it gonna do me good?
Actually I have the problem that I always follow my heart and I DONT think...
This Time I did it again... I gave MR L this chance and then I fell for him and Iam sooo disapointed cause he havent called me..
Again this listen to my heart thing got me hurt... I long for him and I keep on thinkin of him... but I know this is ova.. and Its the first time someone dis me like this...
To be really happy you need to follow that heart of yours but you also need to think, is this good for me?? is this gonna hurt me more then it gonna do me good?
Actually I have the problem that I always follow my heart and I DONT think...
This Time I did it again... I gave MR L this chance and then I fell for him and Iam sooo disapointed cause he havent called me..
Again this listen to my heart thing got me hurt... I long for him and I keep on thinkin of him... but I know this is ova.. and Its the first time someone dis me like this...
Saturday, April 28, 2007
wise words
Its better to have a dick stuck in ya ass if you gonna be late then if you are just late...
The bible of reality
You can call it todays blogging.. the internet wires under the ground.. the black box in the plane... all cam who watch every step you take in the stores..
what is gonna be private what is gonna be a mysteria? ..
Before you didnt know the actually truth only peoples words.. that was enough... when words aint enough it will be recorded it will be catched on pics on movies ... and whats gonna happen after that? when that truth aint enough???
what is gonna be private what is gonna be a mysteria? ..
Before you didnt know the actually truth only peoples words.. that was enough... when words aint enough it will be recorded it will be catched on pics on movies ... and whats gonna happen after that? when that truth aint enough???
what is what?
Is life all about luck? is it about the destiny? Is it God who decide your life or is it the Karma? Or do the luck place you in the life you are gettin?
I grew up with mother a single mom with 3 daughters... My daddy and she got divorced when I was like 2.. I Had the love and attention I needed there, but there was always this big thing in my life I missed..
It was my father ...this created big anxiety in me... everytime someone talked about their fathers I got panic feelings and cried..
At home my mother didnt like to talk about my father so I didnt cause I noticed that she didnt feel well when we talked about him..and I Loved my mother more than anything and I didnt wanna see her sad...
This have definaitly created me to the person Iam today.. and this have affect in my relationship with others most men..
I wanna feel their love and attention allover me all the time... I have hard to talk about this but I know about my problems and now I am gonna do something about them...
As a soon 29 year old woman I wanna be able to pick good men who love me in the right way...
I have never felt the love from my dad..and I still miss it and I still gonna be hurt for the rest of my life but I aint never gonna get healed so I must accept it and just learn to appriciate my self ..and appriciate the love I get from others and dont think that to be loved is all about feel pain..
My connection with my father aint never gonna be in a normal father /daughetr relation..
Yes it makes me sad..But I feel I dont need it its to late..
I grew up with mother a single mom with 3 daughters... My daddy and she got divorced when I was like 2.. I Had the love and attention I needed there, but there was always this big thing in my life I missed..
It was my father ...this created big anxiety in me... everytime someone talked about their fathers I got panic feelings and cried..
At home my mother didnt like to talk about my father so I didnt cause I noticed that she didnt feel well when we talked about him..and I Loved my mother more than anything and I didnt wanna see her sad...
This have definaitly created me to the person Iam today.. and this have affect in my relationship with others most men..
I wanna feel their love and attention allover me all the time... I have hard to talk about this but I know about my problems and now I am gonna do something about them...
As a soon 29 year old woman I wanna be able to pick good men who love me in the right way...
I have never felt the love from my dad..and I still miss it and I still gonna be hurt for the rest of my life but I aint never gonna get healed so I must accept it and just learn to appriciate my self ..and appriciate the love I get from others and dont think that to be loved is all about feel pain..
My connection with my father aint never gonna be in a normal father /daughetr relation..
Yes it makes me sad..But I feel I dont need it its to late..
Friday, April 27, 2007
whats cheatin???
Cheatin for me is a thought ...a wish to be with someone else by Love... or kissin with another ...all people have diffrent views about this and mine maybe are hard...But I go from myself if I kiss someone or longin for sex by love with someone else then I dont want my man.. And thats a cheat...
I hate cheatin and I hate false people... people who acts are gonna stand up loud and clear tellin the world about their acts..It doesnt mather what the fuck its about...
A person who do this do deserve respect for being an honest one and real about the truth.. even if the acts dont deserve respect and its very uncomfortable to hear ..
If someone did cheat on me..I would kick him out from my life..NOONE get another chance when it comes to this..cause I belive I could forgive but never forget.. The trust would just have disappear and I could never trust again...
Iam old fashion and I dont belive in fuckin around with diffrent people if you have a relationship..
I hate cheatin and I hate false people... people who acts are gonna stand up loud and clear tellin the world about their acts..It doesnt mather what the fuck its about...
A person who do this do deserve respect for being an honest one and real about the truth.. even if the acts dont deserve respect and its very uncomfortable to hear ..
If someone did cheat on me..I would kick him out from my life..NOONE get another chance when it comes to this..cause I belive I could forgive but never forget.. The trust would just have disappear and I could never trust again...
Iam old fashion and I dont belive in fuckin around with diffrent people if you have a relationship..
this day.............. been out
to a friend ..all day in the sun .,..wishing it would give me some colour.. well it did.. freckles ...lol
My daughter is sick again and I pray to God she aint gonna flie ova the bacteria on me again.. its the third time with infection in her throat and she have her third antibioticum..
When Iam sick I get SOOOOOOO sick.. always the highest fever and throw up.. so dont do me more sick then Iam LOL..
My daughter is sick again and I pray to God she aint gonna flie ova the bacteria on me again.. its the third time with infection in her throat and she have her third antibioticum..
When Iam sick I get SOOOOOOO sick.. always the highest fever and throw up.. so dont do me more sick then Iam LOL..
I Feel confused..
Mr L is real weird and I cant put my finger on him..
He have been a real pain in the ass all fall and he have stalk both me and my best friend and her husband about information about me and so on...
He have told my best friend who have known him for like 15 years that he want a serious relationship and so on... he asked me if he could have me..I said yes.. but he aint like on meee... he act like he is scurred and he act like he wanna be on a sate distace to me...
and thats the worst thing a man can do... i want attention ..i want to feel like he cares that he wants me,. that he miss me...that he can do it all for me...¨
if I cant have that I move on.. And I will get it from someone else cause BELIVE me..I can choose between alot of men..so he aint gonna belive that he is just the MR I have it all...
But why did he told so much.. and why is he acting like this...
I feel like he doesnt give a shiiiiiiiiiit... and then I will give up...
He have been a real pain in the ass all fall and he have stalk both me and my best friend and her husband about information about me and so on...
He have told my best friend who have known him for like 15 years that he want a serious relationship and so on... he asked me if he could have me..I said yes.. but he aint like on meee... he act like he is scurred and he act like he wanna be on a sate distace to me...
and thats the worst thing a man can do... i want attention ..i want to feel like he cares that he wants me,. that he miss me...that he can do it all for me...¨
if I cant have that I move on.. And I will get it from someone else cause BELIVE me..I can choose between alot of men..so he aint gonna belive that he is just the MR I have it all...
But why did he told so much.. and why is he acting like this...
I feel like he doesnt give a shiiiiiiiiiit... and then I will give up...
I wanna be a..
Ice cream..vanilla with a surprise in the middle just to feel you lickin me up and down..your toungue allover me...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Paris Hilton bags????
I know one thing and that is I will NEVER support that skinny biatch with my cash ya know??! I aint gonna buy her stupied shit... not her parfume not her bags not her NOTHIN!
so where is this anger comin from... hmm well I donno.. I just feel like this thing I cant call her a woman is just so fuckin annoying and who cares about her? she is nothing the only thing she is .. is a skinny rich biatch.. and keep up with me !u cant really feel for her? is she a beuty?? LMAO!!!! Look like a bird..( thats lingo for ugly gurl ya dig?)
So keep all Paris away from me or Ill get tha angry face @ you!!
so where is this anger comin from... hmm well I donno.. I just feel like this thing I cant call her a woman is just so fuckin annoying and who cares about her? she is nothing the only thing she is .. is a skinny rich biatch.. and keep up with me !u cant really feel for her? is she a beuty?? LMAO!!!! Look like a bird..( thats lingo for ugly gurl ya dig?)
So keep all Paris away from me or Ill get tha angry face @ you!!
YEEEEEES
I do belive women are beutiful.. I do belive its hot with a woman with a beutiful body...am I gay???? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO..hell NO !
everyone knows I LOVE and ADORE Beyonce... and do I wanna do her sexually becouse of that?? huh??? NO!
so why cant men think like that?? do they like the male body?? actually the male boday aint that beutiful as a womans.. they are like sexy and masculine but not beutiful....
they cant look like dolls.. they can look like they are in the real life but the truth is that they excist in a manga movie..YEAH!
I have names for diffrent type of men... its the fuckers- the ones with a real ugly and bad inside..
the brats-those with the ugly and ultra modern rock clothes.. the bad boys- you know they could take ya ass to heaven and back..
The frienldy man- who r too nice too much talking too little action and shy when it comes to love..
its the distance keeper-who u fall for so deep but always keep a big distance.. (this one have it all if he open..
theres alot more but who feel to write all night ...now iam going back to bed bitches,,, sleep thight..NIGHTY
everyone knows I LOVE and ADORE Beyonce... and do I wanna do her sexually becouse of that?? huh??? NO!
so why cant men think like that?? do they like the male body?? actually the male boday aint that beutiful as a womans.. they are like sexy and masculine but not beutiful....
they cant look like dolls.. they can look like they are in the real life but the truth is that they excist in a manga movie..YEAH!
I have names for diffrent type of men... its the fuckers- the ones with a real ugly and bad inside..
the brats-those with the ugly and ultra modern rock clothes.. the bad boys- you know they could take ya ass to heaven and back..
The frienldy man- who r too nice too much talking too little action and shy when it comes to love..
its the distance keeper-who u fall for so deep but always keep a big distance.. (this one have it all if he open..
theres alot more but who feel to write all night ...now iam going back to bed bitches,,, sleep thight..NIGHTY
PUT YOUR HEAD UP THERE AND GO AWAY YOU MEANLESS FUCKER
SOME PEOPLE HAVE THEIR BRAIN IN THEIR ASSES OTHERS YOU DO WISH THAT THEY COULD DISAPPEAR IN THERE.. SO YOU COULD BE LEFT ALONE...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
sometimes
I wish moments could last forever... you know those moments who are filled with the peaze in your heart? and mind and soul? ... this night I had this moment and I want it back...
I felt the totally peaze and even though someone like MR L snored hard and loud right beside my ear I didnt bothered...
MR L suddenly woke up and got the worst pop in his ass... he dressed and said bye like he had some kinda panic.. I was all flurry in my head and I couldnt understand wtf he was leavin for..
I still dont.. but I feel like I cant care about it either.. I feel like Iam trapped in a box when it comes to him... he is a mysterious man.. but GOD dammit he sure is wonderful and I cant hardly belive it..
why??? well dont know just remember my first impression of him and how fast things in this weird world can turn around..
I feel alone and I need love.. can I have some dear God???
I felt the totally peaze and even though someone like MR L snored hard and loud right beside my ear I didnt bothered...
MR L suddenly woke up and got the worst pop in his ass... he dressed and said bye like he had some kinda panic.. I was all flurry in my head and I couldnt understand wtf he was leavin for..
I still dont.. but I feel like I cant care about it either.. I feel like Iam trapped in a box when it comes to him... he is a mysterious man.. but GOD dammit he sure is wonderful and I cant hardly belive it..
why??? well dont know just remember my first impression of him and how fast things in this weird world can turn around..
I feel alone and I need love.. can I have some dear God???
my new hair!!!
okey Iam used 2 it now..:) and dont ask what I wear..lol.. its a dress but damm I look so white...but beliiiiiiiiiive me I have been out in tha sun!!!
been 2
my hairdresser ..and I have big NONONO in my mind.. she cut me like shorter then Iam used 2..
But it will be ooook... when Iam more used 2 it..
Iam thinkin of gettin my platina-blonde look again.. Like Xtina..
Today its gonna be mexican evening here... dinner and nice company.. Me and mexican food its just my soooo fuckin favorite food..:)
I have had pain in my back and ribs again..damm when am I going to be well??? I hate those fuckin painkillers ya know it makes me like high in the brain.. and I feel like wasted..
Mr L.. have told or not(yes cause the one who told me is like crazy in his head..dont know what 2 belive) that we are together like for real.. I donno.. The only thing I know is that he makes me feel good and that aint usual when it comes to men..
Íam just so insecure when it comes to feelings and yes Iam scared..becouse of my past..
Damm I really really need some sex tonight.. maybe maybe NOT...LOL
But it will be ooook... when Iam more used 2 it..
Iam thinkin of gettin my platina-blonde look again.. Like Xtina..
Today its gonna be mexican evening here... dinner and nice company.. Me and mexican food its just my soooo fuckin favorite food..:)
I have had pain in my back and ribs again..damm when am I going to be well??? I hate those fuckin painkillers ya know it makes me like high in the brain.. and I feel like wasted..
Mr L.. have told or not(yes cause the one who told me is like crazy in his head..dont know what 2 belive) that we are together like for real.. I donno.. The only thing I know is that he makes me feel good and that aint usual when it comes to men..
Íam just so insecure when it comes to feelings and yes Iam scared..becouse of my past..
Damm I really really need some sex tonight.. maybe maybe NOT...LOL
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
well u can tie me down
You cant tie me down hope you will fuck me up! the only thing I will get fucked up with or off...is if you literarely FUCK me..or put me in a bathtub filled with vodka and tell me to drink it up!
Yeah I can get angry of actions or by words but they cant get me fucked up...
So stop use the words fucked up, or I will show you the extreame pleasure of gettin ya ass pimped ..And no Iam gonna use the big magic stick to make ya scream like u never screamed before..PLEASURE man ..pleasure..
didnt you tell me those things a while ago?? huh?? that sex in the thight little ass was just the best eva.. and all women liked it.. yeah we do;) but the new shyte is that men also LUVE it! .. so hit me back and I ll hit ya up! pimp that shyte and you will find it hard just to walk..LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Iam such a biatch..wanna mess with me?? you know who you are..
Yeah I can get angry of actions or by words but they cant get me fucked up...
So stop use the words fucked up, or I will show you the extreame pleasure of gettin ya ass pimped ..And no Iam gonna use the big magic stick to make ya scream like u never screamed before..PLEASURE man ..pleasure..
didnt you tell me those things a while ago?? huh?? that sex in the thight little ass was just the best eva.. and all women liked it.. yeah we do;) but the new shyte is that men also LUVE it! .. so hit me back and I ll hit ya up! pimp that shyte and you will find it hard just to walk..LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Iam such a biatch..wanna mess with me?? you know who you are..
ITS A SUNDAY MORNING!!!!!!!
ME FEELING LIKE I HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE HUMANITY AND INSANITY ...BEING A STRAIGHT CONNECTION TO THE LIFE'S BIG SECRETS..(MAYBE IAM THE NEW SAIDA???
Friday, April 20, 2007
TODAY
ITS FRIDAY BITCHES!!!!!!! TODAY this lil Mami is gettin all shitty! Iam gonna be fly doing my thang as usual...
So If you wanna hook up with meeee...just give me a holla @ my phone ..
Iam gonna celebrate that Iam the one in charge that my ex is just this bitch and damm I hope he sit there all angry..LMAO..!!
So give me a holla bitches...and come and be all shitty with me:) yeaaaaaaaah
So If you wanna hook up with meeee...just give me a holla @ my phone ..
Iam gonna celebrate that Iam the one in charge that my ex is just this bitch and damm I hope he sit there all angry..LMAO..!!
So give me a holla bitches...and come and be all shitty with me:) yeaaaaaaaah
Thursday, April 19, 2007
MY ex got his judge...
2 months in prison and pay me some cash.. but it wasnt as much as I hoped it 2 be... but I wont take it further cause that means bad luck...
I hope he will get what he deserve by GOD and by people around him... what goes around comes around..KARMA!!!
I am happy now I can move on to the next level.. to give him a hard time about how he act in front of the kids..
I hope he will get what he deserve by GOD and by people around him... what goes around comes around..KARMA!!!
I am happy now I can move on to the next level.. to give him a hard time about how he act in front of the kids..
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
the first time..
Warm hands..touchin me..
warm heart ..beat in me..
love sparkle, fire, thunder inside...
first time I met your eyes..
first time I saw the real you..
love thoughts ... runnin wild..
happy, laughing...eyes give strength..
first time my hand was in yours...
lightly and soft ..the skin is hot..
you want ...I smile.. lovin for the first time...
warm heart ..beat in me..
love sparkle, fire, thunder inside...
first time I met your eyes..
first time I saw the real you..
love thoughts ... runnin wild..
happy, laughing...eyes give strength..
first time my hand was in yours...
lightly and soft ..the skin is hot..
you want ...I smile.. lovin for the first time...
hey hoe!
Look I dont CARE what anybody else think of me as a person..If you aint like what you see or feel from me..then just move ON!!! life is just to dayumn short.. so stop waste both of our expensive time..
I belive if you belive that you are honest and real and kind then fuck what other thinks..
And to get access to the closest part of my heart and soul youve gotta catch me first,, then I will let you in..and if you think my outside and my personality I show in the open air is attractive..then you hell gonna love this part..
now some swedish people who read this gonna twist their heads look like that freakin posessed bitch in The Exorcist...cause its bad to like ya self..and to belive that you are a great person from inside out... Swedish people have this idea.."you are not gonna belive that you are something big or great"..
so what you gonna do about it? sit there with ya head spinnin ..LOL
I belive if you belive that you are honest and real and kind then fuck what other thinks..
And to get access to the closest part of my heart and soul youve gotta catch me first,, then I will let you in..and if you think my outside and my personality I show in the open air is attractive..then you hell gonna love this part..
now some swedish people who read this gonna twist their heads look like that freakin posessed bitch in The Exorcist...cause its bad to like ya self..and to belive that you are a great person from inside out... Swedish people have this idea.."you are not gonna belive that you are something big or great"..
so what you gonna do about it? sit there with ya head spinnin ..LOL
hunk of the day ... the Jigga of the late eightees...lol
the old school rapper..Big Daddy Kane.. also from Brooklyn:) it must be some special about those BK men..
I have decide
To sell my LapTop ... cause I need some extra cash..:) and my friend Micke is going to buy it:D
I hope he will be as pleased as I have been with it:D
I hope he will be as pleased as I have been with it:D
Monday, April 16, 2007
EGO
A is for age: 28
B is for booze of choice: booze and good drinkz..maybe some crystal and corona:)
C is for career: Iam gonna be rich...
D is for your dad's name: Bosse
E is for essential items to bring to a party:A happy mood and MYSELF!!!
F is for favourite song at the moment: This is why Iam hot!!!!
G is for favourite game: TEKKEN
H is for home town: the big E,..LMAO
I is for instruments you play:I can play on ya BODY!
J is for jam or jelly you like: love it jelly shots! and jam :strawberry,,,
K is for kids: I have 2 want 3 more at least...
L is for living arrangements: got a big apartment
M is for mother's name: Christina
N is for name of your crush: just say that whats a crush?
O is for overnight hospital stays: got a few.. most like 10 dayz when I had my first baby...
P is for phobias: doesnt like bugs
Q is for quotes you like: My family is my blood and my friends are my family
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: my biggest girls dad.. like 6 years..
S is for sartorial style: I have what I have..Iam what Iam.. Iam gonna be who Iam gonna be
T is for time you wake up: when I feel 4 it..
U is for underwear: thongs and not
V is for vegetables you love: all...:)
W is for weekend plans: gettin all shitty and find someone to give me money:D
X is for x-rays you've had: my whole body.. most my ribs though
Y is for yummy food you make: I can cook all.. spezialties are mexican..and italian and some Thai..
Z is for zodiac sign: Iam A GEMINI baby.. inside out:DDD
B is for booze of choice: booze and good drinkz..maybe some crystal and corona:)
C is for career: Iam gonna be rich...
D is for your dad's name: Bosse
E is for essential items to bring to a party:A happy mood and MYSELF!!!
F is for favourite song at the moment: This is why Iam hot!!!!
G is for favourite game: TEKKEN
H is for home town: the big E,..LMAO
I is for instruments you play:I can play on ya BODY!
J is for jam or jelly you like: love it jelly shots! and jam :strawberry,,,
K is for kids: I have 2 want 3 more at least...
L is for living arrangements: got a big apartment
M is for mother's name: Christina
N is for name of your crush: just say that whats a crush?
O is for overnight hospital stays: got a few.. most like 10 dayz when I had my first baby...
P is for phobias: doesnt like bugs
Q is for quotes you like: My family is my blood and my friends are my family
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: my biggest girls dad.. like 6 years..
S is for sartorial style: I have what I have..Iam what Iam.. Iam gonna be who Iam gonna be
T is for time you wake up: when I feel 4 it..
U is for underwear: thongs and not
V is for vegetables you love: all...:)
W is for weekend plans: gettin all shitty and find someone to give me money:D
X is for x-rays you've had: my whole body.. most my ribs though
Y is for yummy food you make: I can cook all.. spezialties are mexican..and italian and some Thai..
Z is for zodiac sign: Iam A GEMINI baby.. inside out:DDD
damm DAMM DAMM
what kinda man takes a 4 year old girl out in a car trip without this safety chair and belt for kids?
what man doesnt wanna see his daughter alone when they meet for the first time in sevral weeks?
what stupied ass man takes a hoe with him? and tells his daughter this is my friend.. I live with her??????????????????????
Yes I can admit it do feels bad cause he have her...I feel like he spit on my face .. that what we had never excisted and never meant a shit to his sorry little ass..
MY baby is not gonna go with a car wich driver I dont even know have a licsence for to drive... SHE wasnt safe..and that makes me MOST angry of all...
that he doesnt care about his own flesh and blood.. It feels like a KNIFE in my heart...
It feels like ...he have hurt her so BADLY! and he get away with it...
My daughters are my heart and I will do ANYTHING to protect them from danger..
why the hell is he this way??
fuckin a hoe, being a stupied ass little pussy..and makin my daughter not being his most important attention..
WHY THE HELL IS HE STILL HERE??????????????
what man doesnt wanna see his daughter alone when they meet for the first time in sevral weeks?
what stupied ass man takes a hoe with him? and tells his daughter this is my friend.. I live with her??????????????????????
Yes I can admit it do feels bad cause he have her...I feel like he spit on my face .. that what we had never excisted and never meant a shit to his sorry little ass..
MY baby is not gonna go with a car wich driver I dont even know have a licsence for to drive... SHE wasnt safe..and that makes me MOST angry of all...
that he doesnt care about his own flesh and blood.. It feels like a KNIFE in my heart...
It feels like ...he have hurt her so BADLY! and he get away with it...
My daughters are my heart and I will do ANYTHING to protect them from danger..
why the hell is he this way??
fuckin a hoe, being a stupied ass little pussy..and makin my daughter not being his most important attention..
WHY THE HELL IS HE STILL HERE??????????????
LOSE MY MIND with YoungBuck..best song on his new CD..
Yeah man is like I don't been to so much man I don't see so much shit out here man, all this material shit this shit don't mean a shit to me man, No its like I didn't do so much man I aint got no shit to show for man, no fuck the world man, no Buck the world, yeah Buck the world I like that, yeeaah
Everybody trying to KILL me I don't have no friends I bought myself in this mothafucking Benz Don't u DISS me, nothings going right and yeah I wanna fight So im jumping in the night u gonna RESPECT me I don't wanna talk my nerves bad and I having suicide on thoughts Somebody WATCHING me I can feel the heat who ever in here is scared I can hear they heart beat and they are not STOPPING me Im out of control like a nigga locked up then just got out of the hole What the DO TO ME, put me in this game give me all this fame And expect for me to change my fucking mind
U mothafuckas don't know me (lets go) U mothafuckas don't know me (yeeah) U mothafuckas don't know me (come on) U mothafuckas don't know me
I am not going to jail, we gonna smoke our weed We don't need no help, u don't wanna fuck with me I do not tell, ya wont get enough, Im from the neighbourhood where we thought our first, put you out of my way, I had a bad day My brother wouldn't die if I had my AK, ya don't feel me I am on the edge, so when I woke up on the wrong side on the bed U don't love me, u just like my call and if im ever with broke u find another star, don't u touch me, I don't need a wife I love my lil girl but her momma needs a life
Everybody trying to KILL me I don't have no friends I bought myself in this mothafucking Benz Don't u DISS me, nothings going right and yeah I wanna fight So im jumping in the night u gonna RESPECT me I don't wanna talk my nerves bad and I having suicide on thoughts Somebody WATCHING me I can feel the heat who ever in here is scared I can hear they heart beat and they are not STOPPING me Im out of control like a nigga locked up then just got out of the hole What the DO TO ME, put me in this game give me all this fame And expect for me to change my fucking mind
U mothafuckas don't know me (lets go) U mothafuckas don't know me (yeeah) U mothafuckas don't know me (come on) U mothafuckas don't know me
I am not going to jail, we gonna smoke our weed We don't need no help, u don't wanna fuck with me I do not tell, ya wont get enough, Im from the neighbourhood where we thought our first, put you out of my way, I had a bad day My brother wouldn't die if I had my AK, ya don't feel me I am on the edge, so when I woke up on the wrong side on the bed U don't love me, u just like my call and if im ever with broke u find another star, don't u touch me, I don't need a wife I love my lil girl but her momma needs a life
new work
today Iam going to my new work looking and see if I wanna have it..
Its retarded people who live in a group home..
I love working with people..its to bad its the worst pay ever.. but this time iam gonna work for a company who hire me and they in their turn let the boss for this job hire me from them.. so its gonna be like a little more not much though.. lol
Sweden the only country who dont appriciate work who involves old and sick...they have the worst pay ever.. those who stand behind a machine all day got the best pay check every month..
thats a sick community?!!!!!
Its retarded people who live in a group home..
I love working with people..its to bad its the worst pay ever.. but this time iam gonna work for a company who hire me and they in their turn let the boss for this job hire me from them.. so its gonna be like a little more not much though.. lol
Sweden the only country who dont appriciate work who involves old and sick...they have the worst pay ever.. those who stand behind a machine all day got the best pay check every month..
thats a sick community?!!!!!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
WISE WORDS (from Tupac
YOU GOTTA MAKE A CHANGE ..ITS TIME FOR US AS PEOPLE TO START MAKING SOME CHANGES..,LETS CHANGE THE WAY WE EAT, LETS CHANGE THE WAY WE LIVE AND LETS CHANGE THE WAY WE TREAT EACHOTHER...
YOU SEE THE OLD WAY WASNT WORKIN SO ITS ON US , TO DO WHAT WE GOTTA DO TO SURVIVE...
think about that people..
YOU SEE THE OLD WAY WASNT WORKIN SO ITS ON US , TO DO WHAT WE GOTTA DO TO SURVIVE...
think about that people..
DIE ALONE (poem by me..
been lookin in ya eyes ..scared to die..
I know we are all gonna frie..
seing ya fear..wanna push it all away..
wish I could make you well make ya stay..
been reachin out my hand for years..
but the only thing we shared was tears..
I dont wanna hold ya hand any more..I wanna give it all up..
I dont wanna stay by ya side ..I dont wanna hang til ya die..
This is for sure...Your life could have been so much more..
lookin at ya homies where are they now?are they at ya side?
ya still sayin that they will be here until ya die...
I know ya lie...cause that big pride..
You gotta die all alone.. like a hurt animal in the wood...
You still the worst dogg I meet in tha hood..
SO bye bye.. you said it before..
now its my words and my heart like the core...
sittin in the middle with a lots of parts..
Now my new life starts..
I know we are all gonna frie..
seing ya fear..wanna push it all away..
wish I could make you well make ya stay..
been reachin out my hand for years..
but the only thing we shared was tears..
I dont wanna hold ya hand any more..I wanna give it all up..
I dont wanna stay by ya side ..I dont wanna hang til ya die..
This is for sure...Your life could have been so much more..
lookin at ya homies where are they now?are they at ya side?
ya still sayin that they will be here until ya die...
I know ya lie...cause that big pride..
You gotta die all alone.. like a hurt animal in the wood...
You still the worst dogg I meet in tha hood..
SO bye bye.. you said it before..
now its my words and my heart like the core...
sittin in the middle with a lots of parts..
Now my new life starts..
IF YOU WANNA..
smell or eat this hot shyte punane..you've gotta work it.. you've gotta earn it!
DAMM I aint gonna spread my self givin all of my beutiful punane for free .. MAYBE in your dreamz MR....
So to all swedish men... DATING is a word dont just use it.. live it up ,work ya ass off;) make us gurlz feels like ya queen..
I have always felt like swedish men are just too stiff and non passionated ..I dont belive I eva been on a real date with a swedish man..
So what do I consider a real date? well being invited, and treated like a real woman.. Then where the dates at doesnt mather I aint like a brat just wanna the best.. I will be satisfied with a simple dinner if the company can behave..thats wassup..
DAMM I aint gonna spread my self givin all of my beutiful punane for free .. MAYBE in your dreamz MR....
So to all swedish men... DATING is a word dont just use it.. live it up ,work ya ass off;) make us gurlz feels like ya queen..
I have always felt like swedish men are just too stiff and non passionated ..I dont belive I eva been on a real date with a swedish man..
So what do I consider a real date? well being invited, and treated like a real woman.. Then where the dates at doesnt mather I aint like a brat just wanna the best.. I will be satisfied with a simple dinner if the company can behave..thats wassup..
1 hella good CD..I really recommend it!! MY best buy in ages!!
So this in NYC style?? huh?? well ME LIKE!!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
I LOVE THIS IN THE SUMMER
- ICE
- WATER
- SUNGLASSES
- NAILPOLISH ON TOE NAILS
- BODYSCRUB
- AC
- ESCADA SUMMER EDITION
- POPSICLE
- DIET COKE
- BBQ FOOD
- SUN TAN LOTION/SPRAY
This day
Have we been out allday long.. we took some lunch with us.. walked very long... went to some horses and my baby was all excited..
Iam all red from the sun my face is burnin..lol..
YES Iam very white and I do get red.. sometimes I dont even get brown..I take help from my suntan spray.. and thats the best damm thing I know.. who wanna be all white all the summer?? I get my freckles and all but I wanna be very tanned... so then its the only thing tan on lotion or spray the compliment..
Some are born with the natural colour who I belive looks more healthy and its so much more beutiful then being all white ...
The bad things about lotion or spray.. you easily get orange and look like you are a freaking alien or something..LOL
Iam all red from the sun my face is burnin..lol..
YES Iam very white and I do get red.. sometimes I dont even get brown..I take help from my suntan spray.. and thats the best damm thing I know.. who wanna be all white all the summer?? I get my freckles and all but I wanna be very tanned... so then its the only thing tan on lotion or spray the compliment..
Some are born with the natural colour who I belive looks more healthy and its so much more beutiful then being all white ...
The bad things about lotion or spray.. you easily get orange and look like you are a freaking alien or something..LOL
BABY
there was a time ..
there was a place..
when I close my eyes I still see ya face..
you took my bones..
smashed them under ya feet..
you through my heart in the fire..
I can still feel tha heat..
You burned me beliving I was away..
But I will be here darlin I will always stay..
If you see through your mind and soul..
Its me who have digged the deepest hole...
Baby I tell you one more time...
You are always gonna be mine...
there was a place..
when I close my eyes I still see ya face..
you took my bones..
smashed them under ya feet..
you through my heart in the fire..
I can still feel tha heat..
You burned me beliving I was away..
But I will be here darlin I will always stay..
If you see through your mind and soul..
Its me who have digged the deepest hole...
Baby I tell you one more time...
You are always gonna be mine...
Friday, April 13, 2007
FRIDAY 13
is my baby girlz 4th birthday!!!! and YEAH she had her party all day...dear mommy is all whiped out and tired as hell..
The kids had a super day.. Her big family all have come with gifts and to celebrate her...
DAMM she is 4...
I cant belive its been 4 years ago since I was in labour it took 45 min from the first pain until she was out.. she was in hurry!
And the pain was nothing I could easily do it again and again and again...
Kids are wonderful and Esmeralda is so beutiful.. she is my angel..
The kids had a super day.. Her big family all have come with gifts and to celebrate her...
DAMM she is 4...
I cant belive its been 4 years ago since I was in labour it took 45 min from the first pain until she was out.. she was in hurry!
And the pain was nothing I could easily do it again and again and again...
Kids are wonderful and Esmeralda is so beutiful.. she is my angel..
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
words
somebody told me love is for life..
somebody told me that his heart was mine..
somebody told me that I should never be afraid..
somebody told me he was gonna forever stay..
I have learn that his love wasnt enough..
he didnt mean he was my true match..
he maked me scared of him and the love I felt..
He disappeared to never return to my place..
Love can happen once or twice ..
the only thing that mathers is here and now..
the future is tomorrow the past is yesterday..
today you feel the love today you wanna stay..
somebody told me that his heart was mine..
somebody told me that I should never be afraid..
somebody told me he was gonna forever stay..
I have learn that his love wasnt enough..
he didnt mean he was my true match..
he maked me scared of him and the love I felt..
He disappeared to never return to my place..
Love can happen once or twice ..
the only thing that mathers is here and now..
the future is tomorrow the past is yesterday..
today you feel the love today you wanna stay..
Its warm!!
the sun is shining and the weather is warm...people walking around with their sun-glasses and look like big flies,,lol..
Iam inside doin tha laundrey..but Iam gonna go out and walk my round havin some good music in my ears and just walkin and chillin..
Those days I really wished I had this big house with a big garden.. otherwise Iam a big-city girl livin in an apartment..
Iam inside doin tha laundrey..but Iam gonna go out and walk my round havin some good music in my ears and just walkin and chillin..
Those days I really wished I had this big house with a big garden.. otherwise Iam a big-city girl livin in an apartment..
hunk of the day ...
HE look good..he have a voice like an male angel..and his face is everywhere these dayz..
AKON!!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
POEM
Brighter then the sun...
harder then the stone..
higher then the sky...
warmer then the fire..
deeper then the sea..
thats how gigantic my love is for you...
harder then the stone..
higher then the sky...
warmer then the fire..
deeper then the sea..
thats how gigantic my love is for you...
Today
Iam gonna go power walking for 2 hours or less..lol.
The laundrey in the bathroom is rising its gettin more and more for every day even though I wash like 10 machines/week.. I hate it! If I were a millionaire I would never do tha laundrey..either hire someone in who could do it..or..buy new clothes when the old was dirrty...damm Iam such a cash sucker!
So out we go..
BYE BYZ
The laundrey in the bathroom is rising its gettin more and more for every day even though I wash like 10 machines/week.. I hate it! If I were a millionaire I would never do tha laundrey..either hire someone in who could do it..or..buy new clothes when the old was dirrty...damm Iam such a cash sucker!
So out we go..
BYE BYZ
Monday, April 9, 2007
Now when its spring
My body and brain feels like its time for long partys with BBQ and good friends... alot of flirting during summer nights:) if you are singel.. DAMM I wanna have someone..who love me for me.. every part every inch without me have to change!!!
Iam gonna come up with some great drinkz recipie and then Iam gonna fix this giant party when Its my 29th B-day and have those:))))
Iam going to have a dress code and all... Diddy's partys gonna seem old compare to mine LMAO!!!!
so watch up for that invitation.. if u are good lick ass then you will have one automatic..lol
Iam gonna come up with some great drinkz recipie and then Iam gonna fix this giant party when Its my 29th B-day and have those:))))
Iam going to have a dress code and all... Diddy's partys gonna seem old compare to mine LMAO!!!!
so watch up for that invitation.. if u are good lick ass then you will have one automatic..lol
WISE WORDS
GIRLS THAT FAKE ORGASMS ARE REALLY STUPIED.. WHO FAKE ANYTHING THAT BEUTIFUL INSTEAD OF LIE THAT YOU HAVENT GOT ONE SO YOU CAN HAVE MORE??????????????????????
ITS my life biatch!
Iam so tired of people who are very curious about my life and have alot of oppinions on what I shall do and shall not do..
I can hear them out but in the end I do what the hell I wanna!! The classic thing is people who aint got no kids gonna tell me how to raise mine.. thats hillarious:D I just give them the finger and ask them to move on...
Yeah I have attitude, but what can I say if I didnt my life would be livin hell right now..
Yes I will have attitude too all in the future ...1 chance.. if someone make me feel bad its the highway!
So here's for ya !!!! ITS MY LIFE BIATCH...keep on movin forward!
I can hear them out but in the end I do what the hell I wanna!! The classic thing is people who aint got no kids gonna tell me how to raise mine.. thats hillarious:D I just give them the finger and ask them to move on...
Yeah I have attitude, but what can I say if I didnt my life would be livin hell right now..
Yes I will have attitude too all in the future ...1 chance.. if someone make me feel bad its the highway!
So here's for ya !!!! ITS MY LIFE BIATCH...keep on movin forward!
Sunday, April 8, 2007
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT
LOVE.. love it was make people keep going, love is the reason for peoples belives ..love is the cause of war.. love is the reason to why people get greedy..its their love for money...
love is the most beutiful thing in the world..but also the most ugly thing if it goes wrong..
The line between love and hate are thin as the line between genius and crazyness..
So the question is can you fall in love with people you havent meet? words? the look of another face? the first time you see someone? ..or does it takes alot of patience and many times of meetings before you can say surely thats love?
love is the most beutiful thing in the world..but also the most ugly thing if it goes wrong..
The line between love and hate are thin as the line between genius and crazyness..
So the question is can you fall in love with people you havent meet? words? the look of another face? the first time you see someone? ..or does it takes alot of patience and many times of meetings before you can say surely thats love?
Saturday, April 7, 2007
OH yeah!
Is it a crime 2 be happy today??? if thats the case call me GUILTY!!
and I will keep it to my self why Iam starting to feel like this..lol..
( now all of you gonna belive that I have been banged..but thats a NO) I promise I will share it with u if I get laid..!!!! cause thats a really BIG thang!
and I will keep it to my self why Iam starting to feel like this..lol..
( now all of you gonna belive that I have been banged..but thats a NO) I promise I will share it with u if I get laid..!!!! cause thats a really BIG thang!
Whitney and Bobby and the daughter..story ends??
So the end of the story that started 14 years ago.. The 24 april is the marrige over also on the papers..
Whitney is gettin the daughter and Bobby will take it back to court ..he want the kid too..
Their marrige have never been good according to the media's ..filled with drugz, cheatin, abusing..
I think people have always blamed all on Bobby..but Whitney aint an angel.. they say he destroyed her carrier but she didnt do anything she didnt wanted.thats wassup!!
And I think noones better then the other..I hope they got to share costidy and keep them selves out of drama for the kids sake..
I get so angry
When I see all those people who get kids..and then they dont even take care of them..or they abuse them in certain wayz..
This is a big problem all those daddy's who's not caring for their kids..! wassup with that??? you cant blame it on the mother and say that she is arguing to much..
It takes two to tango!
as a parent you shall always put the kids before your self..no mather what!!
You cant always put on the responsibility on the mother abd relay on that she can take it all do it all ..
A real MAN doesnt put others through that shit and especially not their kids and their mothers!!
This is a big problem all those daddy's who's not caring for their kids..! wassup with that??? you cant blame it on the mother and say that she is arguing to much..
It takes two to tango!
as a parent you shall always put the kids before your self..no mather what!!
You cant always put on the responsibility on the mother abd relay on that she can take it all do it all ..
A real MAN doesnt put others through that shit and especially not their kids and their mothers!!
Friday, April 6, 2007
Your Personality Is
Your Personality Is |
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are The Magician |
 You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. |
DAMM BABY!!
I shake my ass like 5 inches from ya face..I spread my legs real wide..I touch my breasts.. I undress you with my eyes..Lick your neck.. spread my legs wider doin tha hot fuk dance.. beg you to cuff me.. you sit there with a smile on ya face.. you even taste like chocolate..
this is how my dreams are when I sleep in the afternoon..
this is how my dreams are when I sleep in the afternoon..
this night
I didnt sleep much at all.. I was up chattin all late.. then I looked at some old dvd's and just chilled by myself..
It was so nice all quiet and dark and me and the lonelyness..
My strong painkillers I take for my fever and ache in my body caused by this damm tonsillitys maked my head spinn..
Today I woke up early.. and yes the time on the blog isnt match my set time here.. Iam gonna try to fix that.. lol
It was so nice all quiet and dark and me and the lonelyness..
My strong painkillers I take for my fever and ache in my body caused by this damm tonsillitys maked my head spinn..
Today I woke up early.. and yes the time on the blog isnt match my set time here.. Iam gonna try to fix that.. lol
Dont walk away ..
I've got all this love, waiting just for you
I just gotta know that your love is true
Can't keep running boy in and out my life
Wanna be your girl, not cause the mood is right
If I let you come inside, tomorrow will you hide
Will you be there for me, when I need someone to hold
Baby don't misunderstand,
I do want you for my man
I just need a little time, before I invest you my love
Don't walk away boy, my love won't hurt you
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
You said all the things that I like to hear
You push all my buttons baby love to have close to me
Wanna feel your love wanna be for sure
That itUs me you need baby each and every night
Baby don't misunderstand, I want you for my man
I need a little time before I give you my love
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
Don't walk away
This is what is sounds like when we make love Ohh ohh
Don't walk away Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
I just gotta know that your love is true
Can't keep running boy in and out my life
Wanna be your girl, not cause the mood is right
If I let you come inside, tomorrow will you hide
Will you be there for me, when I need someone to hold
Baby don't misunderstand,
I do want you for my man
I just need a little time, before I invest you my love
Don't walk away boy, my love won't hurt you
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
You said all the things that I like to hear
You push all my buttons baby love to have close to me
Wanna feel your love wanna be for sure
That itUs me you need baby each and every night
Baby don't misunderstand, I want you for my man
I need a little time before I give you my love
Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
Don't walk away
This is what is sounds like when we make love Ohh ohh
Don't walk away Don't walk away boy, I'll be right there for you
Jason admit (((swedish rapper Timbuktu)))
Jason admit that he took cocaine on the toilet in a nightclub.. damm Jason are you stupied???? besides that he have admit other unlegal stuff that he didnt have to even say..Jason sayz he regret that he took it and it was stupied to take it...hmm yeah maybe that time..lol.
I bet its not the first time he went to the toilet to take a sniff ... but this time someone catched him..
So what do I think? well I think it was stupied to admit it.. I think it was stupied to take it to ..its natural to try stuff and you should but everyone knows cocaine blow that brain away in the end...Its easy to get trapped in the cocaine rollercoaster.. and one thing lead to another..
But Jason a.k.a Timbuktu is still the cutest most intelligence dogg in tha game.. keep it up JASON !!
Thursday, April 5, 2007
THE LIST
TEN Random Things About Me
10. I have the youngest child syndrome
9. I have 7 sisters
8. I wanted to be a vet when I was little
7. I listenedto Bob Marley as a kid..
6. I love mexican food
5. I wrote diary through all school years
4. I lost my virginity when I was 13
3. I am chubby or as they say in U.S..thick
2. My name means smart,wise, intelligence
1. I believe in Monagami
NINE Places I've Visited
9. London
8. Berlin
7. Madrid
6. Torledo
5. Copenhagen
4. Gotemburgh
3. Cambridge
2. Alicante
1. Potsdamm
EIGHT Things I want to do before I die
8. buy a big house
7. travel alot
6. get married
5. have a BIG family
4. get to work with something I like
3. be at peace with myself
2. earn alot of money
1. find true happiness
SEVEN Ways to win my heart
7. challenge me
6. have a good sense of humor thats nasty/naughty
5. trust me
4. not be possessive
3. intelligent
2. passionate
1. let me be free
SIX Things I believe in
6. God
5. we are destroying the earth
4. karma
3. my close friends
2. My mother
1. myself
FIVE Things I'm afraid of
5. the power of hatred
4. mother nature
3. ignorance
2. die before the kids are grown
1. weird diseases
FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:
4. my TV
3. my LapTop
2. the bed
1. my pillows
THREE Things I do everyday
3. drink water
2. shower
1. wonder what Iam going to do for the rest of my life
TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. get well from this cold
1. write this..
ONE Person I want to see right now:
01.Tupac
10. I have the youngest child syndrome
9. I have 7 sisters
8. I wanted to be a vet when I was little
7. I listenedto Bob Marley as a kid..
6. I love mexican food
5. I wrote diary through all school years
4. I lost my virginity when I was 13
3. I am chubby or as they say in U.S..thick
2. My name means smart,wise, intelligence
1. I believe in Monagami
NINE Places I've Visited
9. London
8. Berlin
7. Madrid
6. Torledo
5. Copenhagen
4. Gotemburgh
3. Cambridge
2. Alicante
1. Potsdamm
EIGHT Things I want to do before I die
8. buy a big house
7. travel alot
6. get married
5. have a BIG family
4. get to work with something I like
3. be at peace with myself
2. earn alot of money
1. find true happiness
SEVEN Ways to win my heart
7. challenge me
6. have a good sense of humor thats nasty/naughty
5. trust me
4. not be possessive
3. intelligent
2. passionate
1. let me be free
SIX Things I believe in
6. God
5. we are destroying the earth
4. karma
3. my close friends
2. My mother
1. myself
FIVE Things I'm afraid of
5. the power of hatred
4. mother nature
3. ignorance
2. die before the kids are grown
1. weird diseases
FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:
4. my TV
3. my LapTop
2. the bed
1. my pillows
THREE Things I do everyday
3. drink water
2. shower
1. wonder what Iam going to do for the rest of my life
TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. get well from this cold
1. write this..
ONE Person I want to see right now:
01.Tupac
hunk of the day ... is...
PETTER a swedish rapper who did great songs in the start of his carrier.. now he aint worth listening too..and I miss his old sound.. it was so special.. Petter was like the swedish Jay-z but they dont have any similair sound at all(noone can be like JIGGA..).. but they are both originallitys..look at one of his old videos.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pef2TINqXLc
after some thinking
Have I realized that right now Iam just so fuckin disappointed at my self and at all the men I have ever meet..
I dont care about him in that special way anymore, and I dont ever wanna him back.. For like a little moment I thought that everythings gonna be alright if we just get back together again..
But I know that he will NEVER change.. he CANT love me..he NEVER have loved me in the RIGHT way.. he DOESNT know how to LOVE...
Iam gonna continue this proceed.. Iam gonna get full costidy and Iam gonna keep him OUT and AWAY from me and the KIDS..
this man is a true psychopath..and he can act.. he play his game and he think Iam too stupied not to see it.. I have seen it all along but I have been to damm nice to that bastard....
now my life is gonna be more fun, more exciting,more sexy... JUST MORE!!!
I dont care about him in that special way anymore, and I dont ever wanna him back.. For like a little moment I thought that everythings gonna be alright if we just get back together again..
But I know that he will NEVER change.. he CANT love me..he NEVER have loved me in the RIGHT way.. he DOESNT know how to LOVE...
Iam gonna continue this proceed.. Iam gonna get full costidy and Iam gonna keep him OUT and AWAY from me and the KIDS..
this man is a true psychopath..and he can act.. he play his game and he think Iam too stupied not to see it.. I have seen it all along but I have been to damm nice to that bastard....
now my life is gonna be more fun, more exciting,more sexy... JUST MORE!!!
pain and anger
iam feeling so angry but also so hurt...
The anger cause of what he have done and why he cant admit it..instead he lies..
I feel so hurt and my thoughts are going to did he never even felt love for me? why ? damm this shit is messin up my brain right now.. I wanna stop have this shit on my mind but the whole night I had bad dreams all about him and what he have done and what he might do.. This shit is killin meee on the inside..
maybe I'll turn out to be a cold hearted biatch.. thanxx to him.. and that scares me so badly..
Maybe I will never fall in love again and just sit here being angry, and feeling so hurt..
Iam afraid ..
The anger cause of what he have done and why he cant admit it..instead he lies..
I feel so hurt and my thoughts are going to did he never even felt love for me? why ? damm this shit is messin up my brain right now.. I wanna stop have this shit on my mind but the whole night I had bad dreams all about him and what he have done and what he might do.. This shit is killin meee on the inside..
maybe I'll turn out to be a cold hearted biatch.. thanxx to him.. and that scares me so badly..
Maybe I will never fall in love again and just sit here being angry, and feeling so hurt..
Iam afraid ..
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
hey
Iam sick AGAIN!!! got some new antibiotics..
I had my court thing today over phone..it was very hard and my ex. lawyer tried to push me over the limit..
with my fever and all things I mixed stuff up..BUT I aint care... that bastard sat there and LIED!!
what can I say that man does not deserve all the love that I once gave him so iam gonna take it all back with interest .. I aint revengeful , but I aint gonna let him destroy our relationship, then my life, then the kids..
You've gotta give love back and you need to be there for others like they have been there for your ass..
The sentence will be send in like 2 weeks or some.. Iam waiting keepin my fingers crossed..
When I see him I cant see him like the one he was.. I look at him and see a stranger.. is this his true him? well like my friend said once a wife abuser always a wife abuser... I need 2 belive her and I need 2 belive it.. cause I cant keep on and hurt my self like this.. LIFE'S HARD...
I had my court thing today over phone..it was very hard and my ex. lawyer tried to push me over the limit..
with my fever and all things I mixed stuff up..BUT I aint care... that bastard sat there and LIED!!
what can I say that man does not deserve all the love that I once gave him so iam gonna take it all back with interest .. I aint revengeful , but I aint gonna let him destroy our relationship, then my life, then the kids..
You've gotta give love back and you need to be there for others like they have been there for your ass..
The sentence will be send in like 2 weeks or some.. Iam waiting keepin my fingers crossed..
When I see him I cant see him like the one he was.. I look at him and see a stranger.. is this his true him? well like my friend said once a wife abuser always a wife abuser... I need 2 belive her and I need 2 belive it.. cause I cant keep on and hurt my self like this.. LIFE'S HARD...
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